ozy

2009-06-01T22:38:00.002+08:00

Ah, blissfully ignorant
yet, subtly blatant
this, deafening silence
awkwardly comfortable

this closeness between us
seemingly distant
this relation, so sinfully innocent
platonic the word.

2009-05-21T22:52:00.002+08:00

1st thing i wanna say. my laptop crash. screw fujitsu. lousy service also.
2nd though i didnt get into sydc but its okay. its not about the place you dance at. its the passion.
3rd thing is that today we played soccer for 2 hours consecutive and didnt lose heh heh.
4th thing is that this sat have to join waicheongs futsal tourney to help out haiz
5th thing is bout last weeks field soccer game, helped simons team. so play centre mid, damn shiok can score first goal debut goal lei LOL. and assisted in 2 goals ^^ won 7-3 ookok the suck part is that i had to wake up damn early and reach tampines at 9 i think.

school has been fun due to the fact my class is bonding with games like fuzzy wuzzy, guess mrt stations, what time is it, and around the world in 80 days. if you think simon is stupid, think again, theres suefei.

and my I&E group is reaaaaaahehehehehehehehely fun. if it does well. imma do it long term even if my group mates dont want. so far we are doing fairly well with sharol supporting us.

hope the suntec dance competition can hurry settle so we CAN CHIONGS!

currently hooked up to wugu superwoman by caoge and xin bu liao qing as well

and this lyrical hiphop if you leave

one thing i hate bout school is the lecture. v awkward ccb.

life is damn boring la mei you girlfriend de life okok byebye anyway i also no gf better later she suffer also LOL. hope my LAPTOP FASTER ZHNG FINISH

2009-05-10T23:08:00.002+08:00

karma befalls on those who are evil-hearted. take for example justin. today he made fun of me on msn, then came to my house and used a ball to zham rocky.

well well

he went to fill water then was climbing up the stairs then he fell LOL. the funny part was that the cup and water hit his face while he was falling.

then there was this 1-2 sec stun time for all of us. then someone started laughing, and the whole roome started bursting into laughter. he was sprawling on the floor and no one gives a damn and everyone was laughing like mad, esp quan whos laughter owns all.

what makes it funnier is that he had the intention to disiao honglin.

hehehehehe.

2009-05-03T01:54:00.002+08:00

whats goin on in the clique..

we've been gambling non-stop LOL.

okay need to cut down drastically.

not been going cca's not been going my religion too.

cuz once we gamble. 2 days are wasted.

cant study as well. so perhaps we could just play on days not overnight i guess.

2009-04-27T23:33:00.003+08:00

just when im getting my self confidence back from that major fall 2 years ago. life seems better somehow.

sometimes when you are serious, ppl treat it as a form of entertainment and joke.
esp when you treat them so dearly.
yea just say im a person who takes these small things so seriously. okok to you its small to me it hurt me really bad.
you may think im finding attention like bealson did but no.
its okay after a few days it will be fine. but just to tell the person who started it.
come on. im alright with anything but not friendship family. you can insult me but not the link the bonds or someone dear to me.
if you dislike me in anyway just tell me straight.
honesty is the best policy.

i hope life gets better. im quite disappointed alfone didnt call. but perhaps i didnt msg him to wish him good luck in army in the first place. such things takes 2 hands to clap.

seriously if im a form of entertainment for you people. tell me straight in the face i am. and i will disappear from your life and find a new one for myself and please dont waste my time. dont treat me like you know who and just tell me now. NOW.

if you dont know what it feels to be chucked one side for no reason,
i will tell you now
you will feel like the are the worse shit ever.
you lose confidence
you thik everythings your fault
you will always have negative thoughts
nothing seems to be going right
worse is that im the worst child in the family
my brothers so smart
whatever i do is shit in my parents eyes.
i cant do this cant do that
i dont care as i seek solace from YOU people but somehow its all a joke right

okay let life be a joke from now on.

2009-04-11T13:55:00.003+08:00

OKAY
I GOT ANOTHER NEW RESOLUTION.
IM THE WORSE FRIEND YOU CAN EVER FIND. PLEASE GET AWAY FROM ME

2009-03-27T02:27:00.002+08:00

sian, i feel so much like a loser, yi wen bu zhi, when i compare myself with my friends.
they are like so funny, good in something.
its like they are unique, i feel like nothing with them. even now. i feel distant.
its always me trying to talk to them. like i need them more x23405498574 times than they need me. yea true, i gave much thought about it, its like i cant give anything to them.

2009-03-26T23:52:00.002+08:00

i have totally no mood to do anything.
close eyes open eyes also think of the same thing.
waiting like an idiot but when you're online.
i dont do anything.

its non-stop thinking action seriously.
i have flu cough fever from this confusing chain of thoughts.
this is the hardest so far for these 2 years.
i hope i can control myself please.

2009-03-25T00:21:00.002+08:00

the silence is deafening
so says the mainstream
that all wounds
bound to heal with time
time awaits no one

Alas, fate struck its vengeance
Know not the true meaning of love
Part ways, we must
Though no longer together
Your melodious voice still lingers
Deep in my disenchanted heart
I still long for the bittersweet love

2009-03-24T22:23:00.002+08:00

give me a few more days, i will find the answer.
and todays hasnt been very good for me.
choosing a crap timetable for next semester spells bad luck for today, perhaps this coming sem.
from 14k in tournament. 10% you know? can split pot...
down to 0
lost like 20k in poker due to the fast i had this number 2 card in my hand consecutively 9 times. i swear.
and overall like 20 times.

and my mums nagging bout my gpa, sigh.

sometimes i really do need meaning in my life, to derive motivation out of it.

plan tmr. meet kimseng i think. perhaps evan. i really do not know.

2009-03-23T04:07:00.002+08:00

fuckkkkkk, please enlighten me. its been years but is this really what i want?
its like im hooked on a drug. this feeling bottled up inside, im really feeling v uneasy and uncomfortable. i cant even sleep. but im afraid this is all just a facade, or perhaps i am thinking too much, i need sometime to ascertain my thoughts.

or im just afraid of failure. i really do not know.

Tell thy love to never seek
Love that never told can be;
For the gentle wind does move
Invisibly, Silently

I told my love, I told my love
With all my heart, I told her
Cold, trembling in ghastly fears-
Alas, she doth depart.

Quickly, she was gone from me
A traveller came by
Invisibly, silently-
was undeniable

2009-03-21T15:35:00.001+08:00

in a life where you keep running past others, there are only..

actually, there's only a few times when your heart becomes one with another's

if that's the case, i'm happy to be able to see a face like this

i'm happy to be able to jump for joy like this.

2009-03-13T12:31:00.001+08:00

summer days
winter nights
after a hundred years,
i'll come back to you

2009-02-27T02:23:00.001+08:00

wow. neeeky and his fantasies. at least this proves he's not 100% gay bah.

hope got more juicy news everyday.

2009-02-25T03:09:00.003+08:00

look this loser. freaking loser. bastard cb knn fucker flasher dickhead bastard.
disgracing manutd.

EAT SHIT BASTARD. FEED ON THIS BITCH

2009-02-21T02:13:00.001+08:00

this is DAMN funny

2009-02-17T12:44:00.002+08:00

fk man.. i change my nick and dp to justins one. and my font. and someone got tricked immediately. LOL

cant post the text bah, cuz got some stuff better to be kept secret right. LOL.

just one last screen shot will do. the last part of the conver.

IF U WANT THE TEST U CAN PM ME BAH LOL.

my best present for the day alr

2009-02-15T01:27:00.005+08:00

alright this is a post for someone who always gets on my nerves.
he very cocky cuz he getting his license way before me cuz i havent even started my btt. and kept saying he will make me beg him for him to tong pang me around. but well....

and here he goes talking about his tp and all, 12 hours more to new life.
so we all tagged on his tagboard.

but however, he failed his tp due to immediate failure...
after seeing my tag, he says this on msn.

and he removed his post and had a new one up

yea actually i do feel sad for him, but for what he's done to me so far, somehow i've got mixed feelings. all i can say is, KARMA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

(EDIT)
he swears hes gonna make life damn difficult for me after he passes which is 2 mths later. sooo in the meantime. must make full use of this 2 mths to gloat bah HAHAHAHAHAH. cb hope some taxi come ka jiao him again

2009-02-10T00:49:00.001+08:00

i see alfred do then i remember i did it before, here. temporary post. gonna post soon.

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
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Disappointment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
Commitment
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2009-01-13T22:54:00.004+08:00

regarding the latest incident to rock the entire world. kk just our clique LOL.

i heard that jacq has this private blog where she post all her thoughts and private stuff. and rome happened to chance upon this blog. and he spread the url to quan alfred and ah hu. or what he said, ah hu asked him for it. or he mentioned it casually to ah hu. i do not know and i dont care.

after jacq found out that rome did this, she felt disturbed and you know what when someone invades your privacy, then uneasiness and all. whats more he spread the word. thus she ranted all in her blog WHICH I DIDNT SEE. but i know she went overboard. and she had the decency to admit that shes OVERBOARD. and apologised for it. HOWEVER, what really disturbs me the most is that rome has been trying to deny fault and is always finding excuses to cover up, like
saying hes been there once, and changed to a few times cuz curious. OR saying quan alfred and ah hu wont be interested. then for fuck sake why you say as if im interested in it and then say curious? or why the fk ah hu ask for it and dont read. like asking the link for porn then dont go see and enjoy WTF RIGHT?

the disturbing fact, www.rome-air.blogspot.com, the way he put across the post, its like he totally had no fault or whatever. and he still want to reinforce what? the fact that he already spread to others? you've done it means you had. just admit it and everything will be fine. its not like i want to make a mountain outta a molehill. can you just put yourself into her shoes and think? if you admit your mistake i would not have been so pissed. you know it yourself you dont feel at fault. AM I RIGHT? i know you;re feeling happy bout your new post, sort of like a victory to you.

go figure. you can hate me for all you want bout this. i just want you to know what im thinking. perhaps what everyones thinking about.

2008-12-30T16:38:00.003+08:00

the plan for 31stdec to 1st jan is overnight cycling

7pm at east coast park macdonalds
the bike rental shop is beside the inline skating shit nearby only
its 8 bucks for overnight and 15 for double bike
if you can haggle its around 6 and 12 respectively.

the 2nd time slot is 10.30 for those watching ipman at jp and those
who cant make it from 8-10 that period.

we will be leaving at 12 so i hope everyone can make it by 11.30 so we can decide on what to do and logistic and whatever.

please call me 91858438 asap so i can collate whos going

for those coming at 7pm i hope you guys can get the bikes first cuz the shop closes at 8.
please call me or sms me to tell me which time slot you're going so i can get some people to get the bikes first if not G_G.

so from 7-11.30 u can do whatever u want in ecp like cycling or lepak.

sorry i cant make it down at 7 cuz teck alr booked the tickets.

please pass down the message to read this blog or spread the msg about this event.

thanks very much.

bring water and try to not bring bags.

ozy

2008-12-26T00:53:00.002+08:00

ozy and his payback adventures 2

he pays honglin 10 bucks back and 20 bucks back to alfred.
he finds it very hard to cough out cash cuz he has no allowance and the introduction of brian heng hian keng causes him to spend the little savings left from him.

brian heng is back from america, spends christmas with us, christmas boring cuz he pangseh. cancelled plans. never go out with my cca friends, sad. nvm cant wait for this sats overnight cycling me happy. and perhaps tmr late night movie with dear ah hu and brian and i dunno who most probably justin. sunday my cousins wedding, next sunday as well. well thats my current plan. im currently losing alot in mahjong belly belly sad.
sorry but alot unknown numbers sent me merry christmas, i have very little contacts in my phone cuz i lost all my contacts so sorry. merry christmas all.

bukit panjang, the land of chio bu's. yah like rayne and xinyi those type lorh. skin x10 thicker than prata one. LOL. byebye

2008-12-24T00:39:00.002+08:00

alfred 50 bus pass and debts
annie 50 cab and debts
jacq 45 books
sue fei 20 ear piece

kimseng owes me 15 for tix
cheong owes me 7 for i forgot

50+50+45+20-15-7=143

okay so far ive returned around 60+ out of around 200, good job. must pay back before cny.
must pay alfred and sue fei first. then jacq and honglin.

perhaps i should bet on soccer. hope tmr win $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ then maybe can pay back somemore. i got around 15 bucks spare cash? i think i pay alfred 15 tmr hehe. which means 35 left. UPDATE SOON!

ozy and his payback adventures 1

2008-12-20T01:10:00.004+08:00

never in my life have i felt this happy.
the first thing i wanna talk about is the present christine gave me!!
firstly i didnt expect her to give me something,
secondly its handmade and its really really nice, esp when she has so many showcases to handle and shes so tired already. its really really nice of her and i feel touched really, surprised + delighted! eh christine next time dont give me edible stuff inside, the candy bar that time u give one rotting already, i think this chocolate also gonna rot soon. you gave me a handmade card for my birthday and this, i havent given you anything=/ G_G i think i do something handmade for you for your birthday which is coming soon la okay!

2ndly,
this is gonna be ann, our instructor's last danzation with us.. which is very saddenning yes. shes someone i really respect. lucky i took a picture with her hehe and IVE GOT 2 HUGS FROM HER SO HAPPY.

3rdly, i got to take a picture with my IDOL OMG. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
1stly her choreo is very very nice i likeeeeeeee. 2ndly i like the way she makes her self look very big and nice while dancing. I HOPE TMR CAN GIVE HER THE FLOWER LA. NB TODAY SOMEONE COPE MINE!!!!. but nvm i gave Ore.

4th i feel everyone in this cca is bonding better haha. today was very nice and all. enjoyed myself. i learnt new stuff today hehe. shit they keep laughin when they teach me the bboy thing -.-

5th i didnt expect so many SOKA PPL TO COME OMG!!!! i was really really happy when they asked me to go up and i have a present from them!!!!!!!! damn high. thanks cecilia rachel, shermine, eugena, zijing, hysen, xingyi AND THE REST BAH CANNOT REMEMBER!

lastly i really like to thank my friends for coming down. like alfred, quan, justin, yuexin, lele, really appreciate them for making the effort. its been a while since we hanged out together to talk. AND KIMSENG, he's the one i really want to see but didnt see nb why u so fast zhao, he had to come alone and watch.

anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
MY PARENTS. i think im bonding better with my parents now, i hope our relationship improves, cannot take them for granted. lucky i plucked up the courage to ask them to come.

edit:
ARGH WHY SO CUI ONEEEEEEE. heck tmr need to take picture again. bth.

2008-12-19T02:19:00.002+08:00

okay, people who dont show gratitute are assholes. i dont want to be one. im really appreciative of mia teck, who stays up so late to update the blog even thought he's so tired.
2ndly, to samantha and the ticketing team, whos working so hard to sell the tickets. and assholes like me who keeps forgetting to buy the tickets and still have to bug her tmr.
3rdly the logistic team, i dunno who? and the music team, jiajun i think
4th the lighting crew who stayed till 4 am yesterday.
the video team.
5th, PSP a cca from np.
6th Fahrid for putting up with us.
its really alot effort from them so ya really want to thank them. and yes wen mei for the pants. she took the extra effort which im really appreciative of.
lastly, thanks all the ppl in NRA cuz of this lovely experience. its really really fun, just like a family, the spirit and yea the feelings and all. i really need to show some gratitude yea. i doubt they will see this la but GOODLUCK FOR TMR.

2008-12-15T04:14:00.002+08:00

woah fkin hell. justin and i laughed like siao. im currently at his house, then downstairs got some bengs and lians making tons of noise then justins mum cant sleep. so fillial justin and i decided something must be done. took a plastic bag and filled it with water and tied it up. threw it down, then BOOM!!!! and they totally went silent. it really was freaking funny, but v hard to describe LOL. must experience it yourself.

todays full run was damn nice, esp the family part, soo touching omg. alot ppl cried. the actors were damn good. the dance was neat and nice too. cant wait. meredith kerr came! along with some osch ppl. abit stressed lol. GOT our shirt alr! v v nice! orange shirt and black words! cant wait for later 4.30 full costume rehearsal. hope wenmei got our pants. THANKS WENMEI! happy birthday jacq! my sec 3 and 4 classmate, sec 3 sit in front of me. ya lorh until now. hope you liked just now!

2008-12-14T13:19:00.002+08:00

ive never been so mentally and physically tired before.
hurdles after hurdles. i guess this will be the last one for this year, besides overcoming the bad luck i have every end of year.
sorry to alot people, esp you. you know who you are. im not thinking im not myself. im sorry. i know its not an excuse but then im feeling very exhausted so i get pissed really really fast.

yesterday was one hell of a long day. all of the showcases were very very nice. and ann praised us !!

everydays gonna be very tiring until after 20th. hope i can do well in something now i guess.

they need to sell tickets so please tell me if you want to come during 19th which is on the friday. tell me asap and give me 15 bucks before tuesday or on tuesday. thank you. its okay if you're not coming down to support.

2008-12-11T11:29:00.000+08:00

please. just come out those ive studied for miec, which is topic 1, abit of topic 2 and 3. DONT COME OUT PRODUCTION AND COSTS. good luck byebye

2008-12-10T20:55:00.004+08:00

im really really really exhuasted. i need a break. can someone give me a break?

ive been sleeping alot for the past few days and i havent studied. i just feel so tired and i do not know why. but im gonna start to really mug overnight for tmrs miec. i hope i can last 3 days cuz i have ITB to contend with on friday. just 2 more hurdles to another big hurdle coming up. i need to rest soon.

please let me score for tmrs paper though im studyin so last minute.

(edit)
you have been reocurring in my thoughts again.
now i feel so distant, and in terms of everything im nothing, so completely worthless.
like flower on dung i believe. i wish you luck in your results. you look very radiant and pretty now. im contented.

2008-12-10T01:30:00.001+08:00

its not that i dont want to.i cant find a reason to.

ANYWAY I CANT STUDY. i feel so tired. just slept the whole day away. G_G to thursday and friday.

2008-12-08T16:31:00.003+08:00

i feel so lost and all. i really dont know what to do. my dads being such a annoying prick.

how am i supposed to save money if i dont get money.

and i keep doing really stupid things like going all the fkin way to boonlay to photocopy notes to find out that it wasnt really what i wanted but i still ended up photocopying it and its so pathetically redundant but i spent like 7.20 on it. it took me so hard to save money and i just throw it away. im away from my house because that place just stresses me up a great deal. im already in tertiary education and i cant do this cant do that cant every shit. its like fuckin stupid.

ozy studies = last minute study
everyone study = hardworking

i know im stupid.
for more information go to http://www.theamazingozy.blogspot.com/ to find out why im gonna fail in itb and miec and for danzation.

can someone teach me how to be smart so i can enjoy life at home like my brothers thanks.

christine: it has always been in caps
alvin: see you around
karen: siao ah
stacey: okay lets celebrate next year tgt LOL
sm: now you have to believe it

2008-12-03T01:16:00.004+08:00

in life, you cant expect everything to be smooth sailing, if you havent, deal with it when u get older.. like after o levels. everything comes crashing, okay perhaps not, just reality. you will realise how big the world is. not just daily go to school play with friends and all. things happen for a reason. everything has opportunity costs, one wrong choice = regret. there is no such thing is turning back, all you can do is try to mend something. every single second you have to make a choice. its up to you what choice you want to make. indeed i have alot of regrets now, but what can i do.

coming back to the topic, recently, justin told me that malik passed on. i couldnt believe what he said and treated it like some joke and even scolded justin. i was totally like wtf. until when i read our teams blog and justins one. it dawned upon me that it really was true. in a blink of an eye, byebye. you guys know what malik did for us, and his personality. i find no need to explain and tell others about how great he was. i just want him to know that we all are sad about what happened. i do hope your dad can get over this. thanks for everything.

goodbye. thank you. sorry.

2008-11-28T01:29:00.003+08:00

jury: alfone chen yan rong
Defendant: justin nicholas chang guo hui
Prosecutor: ong zhiyuan
audience: alfred lim guo yong

case: all of defendants misdeeds to prosecutor

prosecutor starts of and states what the defendant did.

defendant came up with total bullshit like seriously

jury's final statement: ozy wins (: defendant has hidden agenda for all his supposed good deeds to prosecutor.

JUSTIN GOT OWNED.

( contents confidential)
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
LOl
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
FUCK OFF
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
ok lor
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
u win lor
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
end up who embrarrased?
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
not me
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
who get the chicks
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
me
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
HAHAHAHAHA

the prosecutor's feeble attempt at trying to salvage pride. as vulgar as usual

prosecutor is slapping the defendant with another charge, defamation

[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
look at ozy the barbarian.

definition of barbarian from www.dictionary.com

1.
a person in a savage, primitive state; uncivilized person. i dont fit this criteria,
2.
a person without culture, refinement, or education; philistine. i'm educated
3.
(loosely) a foreigner. im local
4.
(in ancient and medieval periods) obviously not.
a.
a non-Greek.
b.
a person living outside, esp. north of, the Roman Empire.
c.
a person not living in a Christian country or within a Christian civilization.
5.
(among Italians during the Renaissance) a person of non-Italian origin.–adjective
6.
uncivilized; crude; savage. not me.
7.
foreign; alien. honglin.

thus i dont fit any of the description in it, the defendant is liable to be slapped in his face with defamatory sentences made to prosecutor whilst in court. the end.

2008-11-24T20:17:00.003+08:00

**** YOU JUSTIN LIKE SERIOUSLY OMG. I DONT KNOW WHERE TO HIDE MY FACE IN LECTURES ALREADY LA. NOT ONLY JEROME GONNA BEAT YOU.

justin says someone has big boobs thought shes quite petite and says shes getting cuter everytime he sees her. ask me and ill tell you.

sorry for such a crappy post.okay nvm all my posts are crappy.

erika: thanks alot, you should cheer up too (:
brian: ccb, now i cant level cuz of you.
justin: go bang wall please.
yingxin: okay if you're happy then good for you, you can slowly wait.

2008-11-23T20:39:00.004+08:00

i think you are doing better in life now than i am, or you previously were. good luck in your future endeavours. for i never will forget you and your lovely smile. thanks for that short stint and no thanks to my long lasting torment.

(edit)
oh come on give me a break please. i dont know what i did wrong so please tell me and stop ignoring or whatever please.
im already feeling like a liability everywhere.
my dad who wants no C's at ALL. if not im heading for army, like wtf? its like so fucked up cuz im the only poly dude in the family? i bet if i continued my jc none of this shit would have happened. i suck at soccer, even in nra im like a liability, to the soccer team to everyone. and liability in $$.
and now more shit happens. i'm like changed already, im not as friendly as i was so WHY AM I MAKING NEW PEOPLE ANGRY WTF. PLEASE DONT BE MY FRIEND OKAY?

2008-11-21T00:22:00.001+08:00

as requested by my sco, erika.

bamazin race was fun wee.

update bout it soon.

OH YAH SORRY PEOPLE, WILL RELINK AND LINK AND UPDATE EVERYTHING REAL SOON SORRY ALVIN ELEENA WHOEVER AND ERIKA WHOEVER.

2008-11-20T23:23:00.005+08:00

COURTESY OF CHRISTINE,

ROME YOU CAN GET THAT DRAWN ON YOU BY HER NOT. CANNOT RIGHT? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

k la joking la-.- the main point is that ive been helping out in red camp for the past two days and tmr's the last hmm. im in the project runway group bwg, twister and the choreo part like v fun also. nvm heng my group got christine, not saying you ah rome. yea not so bad la quite fun. yesterdays KFC todays some brownie with spaggy. shiok right? tmr pizza hut HAHAHAHA.

had ITB presentation today, yea not bad presented quite well i guess, it was like on the spot or still can manage, dunno what i doing sia my bcomm 5% presentation zz screw up.

tmr cats presentation haha hope can own ba then sw soccer tmr both MUST WIN! lose x2, 2nd week draw x2, means tmr? win x2 bah.

anyone up for fbodz production on 13th dec?

(edit)

honglin the idiot trying to flag a cab, justin he's chauffeur. but they no car, defeats the purporse.
after failed attempts at getting cabs cuz we had the table, we decided to hide the table at some spots which the taxi driver cant see. not. this was quite sometime ago but found it funny.

AIYA FUCK. i never save what yingxin type

brief summary

Yingxin: sorry

Me: nvm i forgive you

Yingxin: Thanks

Me: no prob

YX: luv you long time

me: ya i know.

2008-11-19T19:42:00.004+08:00

it could have been me.

anyway

hoegaarden is great. but a pint of it is freaking big.

when will my hair grow back man.. danzations nearing and theres so much shit im in now. totally no time for myself.

2008-11-13T22:18:00.003+08:00

okay, im doing relatively fine in my cca's. but im still not satisfied bout my tardiness and slack in my studies, but i just cant help it. im sure my bcomm test 20% today will score haha. my main passion in life's being a bitch. ive been getting worse, my ankles not recovering somemore. it seems that i lost the place in the team already.. so sad =/ but after danzation ill try get it back bitch. even if i stop soccer for the time being for my ankle to recover, i still have dance everyday -.- and SW on friday's which is street soccer. damn. well last week we lost both the games. i do hope tmr we win. fuck my ankle zz. had new stuff to learn for guys choreo. damn hard mans. today did nothing much.... WoWed with brian? chatted with Leanna? went to KAP with cca mates? embarrassed myself with my hair in dance class? with my poor dance skills? dont know. hope things get better. but days in np quite fun la. now with bernice and co. and justin, but he keep pangseh so suck balls bah. well have the ba race this sat sun, cant go celebrate jia jie birthday at lester house, cannot ton with u all =/. dunt know howm i supposed to go for anns choreo this sunday in school for formation setting -.-? and i have work somemore gg.

and to Lim Yingxin(ur hairs better than mine stop complainin) and stop bitching bout my blog songs, ive changed it okay.

soccer-kun: i will try my best to forget you
dance-kun: its all bout you now for the moment
piano-kun: sorry i have no time for you at the moment =/
study_kun: lol sorry to accompany you at the last minute, everytime just before exams.

BYEBYE

2008-11-11T23:21:00.002+08:00

its okay if u make fun of me, but if you fucking USE MY NAME and say whatever shit you want, please use your name, it isnt funny, if its the person i KNOW u better pray you never know me. fucking no balls, FUCKIN NO FATHER GIVE YOU NAME ISIT. and if its SOMEONE i dont know, you better use your OWN name and meet me AND IMMA FUCK YOU. TELL ME YOUR NAME GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER I WILL MEET YOU FUCKHEAD BRING IT ON. CB.

and oh if its someone i KNOW, then yea sorry will suffice if not fuck you srsly. its not as if you're really that smart.

2008-11-09T23:26:00.002+08:00

wow. im damn unlucky seriously. its like why it doesnt not happen to others but just me. like my laptop for example, or my screen protector, or losing my mouse, screwing up my bcomm 5% presentation, spraining my left ankle, having a corn on my right toe.

im feeling very exhausted now. its so negative. i need the rush, the passion. everything back.
i even cut such a shitty hairstyle omfg. and im having another pimpleoutbreak wtf.
kenneth even accidently told me one wrong answer which i scored 9/10 instead of 10/10 which he got but..
after watching kung fu panda.

i changed my mindset.
if he didnt remind me i wouldnt have even done that quiz. i should be contented with 9/10.
and im gonna stop soccer and im serious. until after danzation. i need to be commited to nra and my studies and my work already. cant keep on playing. just watch me. i just hope everything turns for the better.

2008-11-03T01:07:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USUvzKDroqM&eurl
poor thing seriously... i empathise with him. and yes he is comin singapore. so who wants to go hear him talk? though its in a church but well.. ill compromise lol. its tues or wed 7.30 pm me if u wanna go. so people out there try not to emo too much though sometimes i do it aswell but just think that there are lots of ppl out there in a worse scenario than we are like living without consistent food supplies ah water ah broken family ah orphans ah and this guy ah. wtf we should try to be contented with what we have bah

2008-11-02T23:56:00.002+08:00

daily activity list
monday - nra
tues- soccer in sch
wed- nra
thurs soccer in sch
fri- work
sat- morn soccer if have la -.- and work
sun- depends

you can add in playing WoW with brian heng cb and tutorials and lectures.

halloweenie- hmmmmmmmmmmmm. went to sch for Sw. was gonna be late so cabbed end up bus faster than cab cb then have jam somemore, peanut butter also better. damn expensive la got the fkin every road pay at neeekies house there, gj? plus peak hour surcharge wtf. 15 bucks sia i think. knnnnnnn. then ponned cats went home cuz thought gonna go work at 1 then v lazy. end up i changed to sunday for work LOL. was decidin to go suprise cecilia at cityhall or np45 with nra ppl. like v fun ors. free food and beverages and cca pts sia. beelay chatted with me then i asked her for opinion she said go party LOL. nb end up go surprise cecilia instead cuz felicia cursed me. and i sorta promised them alr. SORRY JIAJIE AND GANG. if you are reading this. nb end up slept on 75 and missed my stop. so cabbed back KNN 4 BUCKS PLUS FLY. LIKE I SPENT 20 ON CAB IN A SINGLE DAY.

sat- the day started very lucky for me, i passed some luck to justin bah. woke up, prepared my soccer stuff, 171 came immediately, justin boarded it, alighted. boarded 138 in 1 min time, usually u have to wait fkin long for it cuz it has allocated time slots. and we were supposed to wait 10 mins accordin to the time. damn lucky ors. and i took $1.60 out and it was the exact bus fare to amk. we were EARLIER THAN EVERYONE OR. christine boarded the 138. met weiyu and bryan on the way to mac. ate zhao went to shitty knn field at amk. it was soaked like shit and the condition was terrible. rained so heavily before hand. played in the drizzle. haiz shldnt have volunteered to be keeper. end up whole body dirty zz. ankle sprained bo pian. won 6-3 bah haha. I SCORED SOMEMORE EH KEEPER SCORE LEI( penalty LOL) kk lucky right? wtf. went work after that lorh imba shag then all the badluck come liao lo. super duper fucked up customers. end up 11 then end work. but well i saw one damn pretty and hot lady, with a guy -.- and they cohabit i guess. they stay beside novena velocity. fyi i work at TCC there. then on the way home saw another same calibre lady on panjang lrt wtf. damn imba also LOL. both of em right had pretty nice dress sense, and their facial features are wtf damn power and their body dunnit say liao. wtf. and the one i saw on lrt ah. the dress ah the bottom short until if u blow abit ah zhao geng liao.

sunday spent on WoW and work and have new lady called jia nee but shes transferrin bah cuz we have more than nuff ppl. today v slack and i cope like 2 big boxes of cakes home LOL. and i think i saw my lecture mate. but well she didnt see me bah and yea we dont know each other actually. im gonna just do my tutorial now. oh oh. amanda came to tcc and i went home with her? and saw nat on the way, DAMN coincidental srsly. he boarded the train at yishun, of SO MANY CARRIAGES he boarded the door just front of me wtf. we really are the left and right nut.

fate really plays an important part in your life dont you think so? no fate you wont be able to meet that i dunno who someone who exists.eevery minute decision can change EVERYTHING? think bout it. v hard to elaborate. but there are millions of choices happening around all of us. its not only YOU making the decision of what to do and stuff, thus to be able to meet someone requires lotsa fate dont you think so? cherish everyone around you at the moment is all i can say, once you lose that fate with somebody, its byebye.

2008-10-30T15:32:00.007+08:00

im not gonna blog about my daily life cuz i dont think anyone will be interested to know anyway.
just want to say that if you wanna take it out on me, do it on me dont fucking say anyone of my relatives or the ones i hold dearest to me. if you do then i hope you fuckin burn in hell.
not pin pointin anyone. just that i want this mother and father thing to stop amidst the clique.
anyways show you this really cute person. not.

look at this, so young alr look like terrorist.

anyway he is justin nicholas chang guo hui, the person who lost to me big time at the court today.

felicia: in the end also never get the sw you want HAHAHAHA LOSER.

clover: thanks (: i hope so too. good luck for danzation as well.

brian: update liao la cb. wow or.

yingxin: HELLO. hows your olevels comin by? see you in red camp lol.

alfred wx pschfren: updated already

to the impersonator: you can fuck yourself seriously.

[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
omg
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
i look so cute
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
i bth
17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©・｢・E・ﾌ・・・S・ﾅ・A・､・・・ｳ・ｯ・ﾔ.indubitably-futile.blogspot says:
wtf
17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©・｢・E・ﾌ・・・S・ﾅ・A・､・・・ｳ・ｯ・ﾔ.indubitably-futile.blogspot says:
narcist
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
wad
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
serious
[ j u s t i n ] diecinueve says:
damn cute

2008-10-04T23:45:00.004+08:00

went for x-ray and nothing seems to be wrong with my ankle whew.
naruto and bleach manga is getting better
one piece manga is still freaking awesome
the anime's of bleach is damn boring.
but one piece and naruto's are getting better.
yes i can go chalet song bo.
i can go thursday night clubbin with nra ppl cheers.
sentosa-ed today
was late
my group is group 1.
hui fang erika and edwin
knew the rest in the group.
shagged.
ate.
went home.
cant wait for chalets next week and clubbin on thurs. first time eh hope fun lol.
work on friday sat sun. so which means next weeks gonna be burnt.

edit: choices.
in life we dont get to choose what we really want.
often you are forced to make a choice.
so is that really something called choice?
the irony is that choices is something made by a person who wants it, not being forced to do so.
why do superhero shows like spiderman always propagate ' in life we can always make a choice, theres always a choice to repent, turn over a new leaf '
somehow i beg to differ.
in life we always have to make ' choices' that contradicts with our choice.
often we have to make painful decisions because the world does not revolve around you.
you have to make choices that benefits people you love to the extent of hurting yourself very badly in the end.
you may think that the other party would be better with the 'choice' you made. but usually it ends up awry.
both parties get hurt. and when u later, decide to change the initial 'choice' to the actual choice, you still hurt both parties.
thats how shitty life can be.
for example you wanna break up with someone cuz you know that you have some illness, then you decide to get back but the illness have outbreak. (dunno whats the word zz,) which leads to the person whom you wanted to protect so badly from emotional hurt, get hurt by yours truly. so the ' choice ' and the choice, its up to you to define choice.

2008-10-03T02:12:00.002+08:00

cleaning of steps for combined freshie item..
alot of new stuff for guys item
self pract for guys.
i cant do any of them.
stupid sprain zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i feel so uselesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
hope it gets better asap so i can play soccer for my quan they all.
i feel like amputating off my ankle and fix in a fake one til the actual one recovers and put it back.

on the bright side, after much perseverance. my efforts paid off, my dads treating me better. LOL.
i endured his scoldings his insults his temper and all. so that i wont argue with him, which leads to my mum feeling sad cuz she has to mediate btween us and she cant get too agitated cuz shes poor in health. so overall kudos to alfone for that time when he reminded me to keep calm. and i sure did until today. trying to communicate more with my dad and yes tahan. i sure do hope he allows me to go chalet next week. and give me money. or else im just gonna sneak there and heck care. thursday clubbin im in a dilemma whatever the spelling is. 1stly i wanna go cuz its my first time, ignoring the shitty night safari one. and its with my nra friends so it would be fun i guess. the only thing is what excuse can i give my parent
any suggestions?
chalets from mon to thurs zz
speaking of which ive not heard from my granny, she hasnt been calling zz i miss her. i think must visit her soon liaoss.

G_G erika's voice is so sweeeeeeeeeeettttttt it still lingers in my ears after so long LOL.

2008-09-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

-friday
went to find jacq yx le justin quan rome for steamboat, headed over to F1 there damn noisy ear pain gg die lorh

-sat
late for nra meeting, soccer, fun, tired, shag, eat, mahjonged, lost 6 gj, at least manutd won 2-0 and arsnl lose 2-1 LOSERs.

-sun
woke up freaking early
headed to nus
1st round keeper
2nd round some bastard came in from behind and made my left ankle which took months to feel better and was still pain, took some damage. I SPRAINED IT OMFG. it freaking hurts now cbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbcbbcbcb i cant play next sat for soccer team SIAN. and i cant dance no more. SIAN. SUAY EKFBJKBFNBFWLNFLWENFLKNWEFLKN FUCK. bye

thanks for your concern wei liang and jia jie xD sorry im kinda like a lady in a mmorpg so i have to fake. like this >< =x =/ xD byebye

2008-09-27T02:35:00.003+08:00

@!#$%^& so looking forward to soccer on sat la! then have this nra meeting 11-1 gjjjjjj. less time to play with the dudes =/ i guess for someone like me, i have to practise very hard huh. to prevent the inevitable; becoming a prop. its just maybe you have to be freaking dope for ppl to give you their attention? if you suck at it then you can just forget bout talking to anyone bah. had this conver with my friend and he feels the same =/ but he wants to quit. PLEASE DONTTTT... just because you people have recognition in nra doesnt mean you're big fuck and can look down on us. what about other aspects. with fame, everything changes. one day we shall be dope until you ppl come crawling back.
justin and me saw something very epic which if brian was here, 3 of us would have done something.

fate just toys us around.
without affinity,
agony of separation would be spared.

worse,
being ignored,
seen as something,
that does not even exist
in her life.

i just ask that you dont treat me like a stranger,
at least hate me the best you can
so that i will be remembered.
curse me so that you will speak of me
the anger you have
will lead to angry thoughts
for at least theres this thought.

2008-09-25T23:58:00.011+08:00

i think i'll just summarise what i did over the week.

sat- soccer in the morning with the usual clique with the special appearance of pri sch friend. 0.0 she looked pretty with that dressing i guess. kk then it took us bout one hour to finally settle down and started playing. it was really fun cuz we hadnt been playing tgt for quite some time. haha. the feeling was damn good and nostalgic. played from 11+ til 4 like that. so was feeling freaking shag. headed over to beauty world to play pool with nra clique. wth i waited in the scorching sun for like nearly and hour !@#%^$&$#@ so sticky and tired alr. but who cares we still had fun didnt we LOL. so yea after that we headed over to kim san leng near justins house for dinner. then we went to take table and tiles and walked all the way to my hse LOL damn paiseh or. slacked , some psp and ps2 then me nana jeremy kk/wenxiang mahjonged. jer won 1 me won 5 nana won 25 LOL. poor kk and wenxiang. then we played circle of death. DAMN FUN TO SEE THOSE HIGH ONES DO STUPID THINGS LA LOL. then mikhial made a rule say we cannot use the chinese eng and dialect of drink the word. then everyone keep kena and have to drink. lester and kaixun were the lucky ones to drink our mixture of alcoholic and shit contents
nana was the most high one alr bah LOL.

the more friends you have, the more characters you notice.

i have no faith in you any longer.
the more i see you,
the excruciating pain,
takes over whats left of my empty shell.
i hope the likes of you,
will just disappear from the world,
cease to exist,
so that i never will know such a person.
so dear whom i hold deeply in my forsaken heart.
i wish to be reborned as a tree.
so when i set my roots in,
forever will i be there and,
all my loved ones will be around me.

after reading my previous composition, i had further thoughts.

ironically, enlightenment occured
past nor future.
precisely when it meant to.
knowledge, insights came,
pouring in like,
it was not in my dictionary.
perceiving matters with
increment of maturity.
distrust in love
you made me.
unwilling to commit
you caused it.

confidence lacking,
reality sets in,
it really was not meant to be
you and me
its wrong you see

somehow, i dont regret that period of time,
for that short stint was probably my happiest period in my life.
probably i wont forget what happened.
for you may not give a hoot about me
but as long as you're happy.
its fine with me.
i just really do regret i cannot give more than what i gave.
for love is giving one's all and regrets that one cannot give no more.

no longer the naive, happy go lucky and nonchalant me.
i just cant seemt to really smile and i feel so fake forcing a smile.
ive changed a great deal. even ah hu says so. HUUUUUU~
i sure do hope time heals all wounds. esp this infected one.

2008-09-17T00:47:00.005+08:00

erm. monday- went for nra cuz jia jun cant come in thursday. hehe A4 POWER. damn tough seriously. the most tiring session ive had so far. not tough how to train right. yes gogo! there were new steps to learn. i still think the move buttock one v mafun zz.

tues- rotted at home the whole day bzzt. supposed to meet xinyi but what the heck. v lazy LOL. at least i finished the sekirei till the latest episode. nb jia jie was sending me some game which was around 200mb then it was gonna end. but i see a little ant crawling around my laptop so i pushed the laptop top down and it auto standby-ied. ZZZZZ then msn dc everything stopped wtf. so im here downloading on my own which is damn slow ors.

somehow i really need to learn the ways of this society. the adult world where money and material stuffs are damn important. no such thing as one for all and all for one already. if you think theres such thing is everlasting love and friendship, that you are wrong. so naive. yes i need to step out of this thinking.

love is when i give my all, and regret that i cant give no more.

you cant expect returns for selfish gains. somehow previously i do want to give more and regret that i didnt give more. that was why it didnt work i guess. so no matter how much u give, $$ still most important bahs.

2008-09-14T17:07:00.002+08:00

i feel so exhausted whew.. yes i just argued with my dad and he beat the fuck outta me. and things arent really going the way i feel it should be. wasting my time heading over to east coast. rushing back to watch manutd lose. alighted the 970 from alfones hse to take 75 but the 75 just rushed pass. walked back home from so far. initially my dad didnt wanna let me in. but somehow alfones reminder came in handy. keep calm. yes just so you know i paced around my house outside like an idiot in order to calm myself. chanted yes i did. somehow my dad asked my y.brother to open the gate. if it was in the past, i guess i would have just left.

so well alfone said, all these are supposed to make me stronger. not feel like an idiot. yes. even i said it to neeeky yesterday, we've already made the supposed wrong choice so we should just make the best out of the wrong choice, try to salvage as much as possible, for instance trying to go alfones house asap and stop complaining. well i didnt do as i preach. so well i should try to stop complaining and if i just were to complain and have no actions nothing will come out right?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oVrc9L4WT0s&feature=related
omg i cant get enough of this. freaking nice.

damnit i have 28 MORE CALENDARS TO SELL. ANYONE WANTS TO BUY IF NOT IM IN DEEP SHIT. BY TUESDAY ZZ.
oh yea my elder brothers birthday today haha.

justin: no. is ozy zham justin
zahir: okok when i have time LOL
alfred: sorry never go the dinner, thanks anyway soccer soon or
evan: lol. im fine serious, you are just enjoying what we've enjoyed for 7 years already haha. somehow you guys still havent enjoyed what we enjoyed, like epl?
quan: jinx bah you LOL
kimseng: hi and thanks alot ah.

i will try my best to not feel down cuz theres always someone whos worse than me around.

2008-09-13T01:53:00.004+08:00

initially, wanted to post happy stuffs. seriously made my day. but somehow it was spoilt again. as usual i guess. its such a dog eat dog world that even the closest people whom you see everyday can stab you blatantly in the back, and me being stupid as usual. believed his nonsense and thought he was just innocently stupid. so wrong.behind that innocent look is a scheming lil bastard underneath. ive been put down for so many years and he still hasnt got sick of it.its alright being the shittiest son amongst the 3. what can i do, just curse everyday lorh. at least if we stick tgt it aint bad. but well. haha wrong. its reality. the world. one thing i hate the most, is my privacy being invaded. even if the person if freaking close to me. selfish ppl, aplenty. all for their own interests. fighting to climb to the top of the fucking never ending ladder which makes even powerful ppl crave for more power. that is why u see in those movies and in history. eventually they fall from being too high. bastards. how long more do i have to lead such a pathetic life.

im not handsome nor am i capable. no wonder whenever i do something which i think i have to and offend ppl. it leads to them finding me an irritant. all ive done was mistakes. wrongs. im not meant for the big stage. always screwing up in the end. i will never get spotted. nor will i make it big. its just the below average ong. somehow i think the amazing ozy is too mighty a name for me. amazing in the negative way bah.

needing to satisfy my family, entertain my friends, prove my worth in anything i do which all seems to be a one big fail. no wonder they call me dropout yea. droppie. the fucking retard who cant do shit.

sorry fred. happy birthday!

rome you do not know how fucking lucky you are. being ignored is something you wouldnt want. it sucks to the core seriously and you will feel like killing yourself.

2008-09-10T23:51:00.003+08:00

woke up late. OMG EXAMS HOW?

lucky kimsengs mum fetched us over haha. i was freaking nervous as usual and i bwanged the exam zz. hope i pass? and my teacher teaches me so wrongly that i had to listen to the invigilators each and every word and wasnt sure of what to do -.-

had breakfast after and we decided to go watch kallang roar LOL. only 5 or 6 ppl in the cinema? including us. the movie was at 10.25am LOL. yea it was kinda nice and inspiring though the graphics sucks balls. went home and slept all the way. haiz i think my younger brother is innocently stupid. well thats all. TMR SONG HYE GYO WHOOO HOOO

5pm wisma atria omfg whos going?

zahir: hey! lol see you around in sch
yingxin: kk bye
alf: LOL. see you later

2008-09-10T02:13:00.003+08:00

having my piano exams tmr. abit stressed cuz i didnt really practise =/ lucky kimseng's gonna accompany me there (:

2ndly OMG? SONG HYE GYO IS IN SINGAPORE. im so gonna go wisma this thursday. WHO WANTS TO GO WITH ME? WE CAN GO NRA AFTER THAT!!

3rdly i feel quite happy now like, the A4 ppl are trying to talk to me and ask me out, yea A4 clique FTW? and im knowing more ppl in my cca so i guess it isnt that bad after all.

everytime i pass that route, every slightest bit of memory comes flashing back. it just did today.

im gonna follow some ppl in replying tags.
alfred : yes you can slap
evan : I MISS YOU TOO (: meet up or?
alf: you really should include my sms in your blog
quan: get some games for us lei
rome : __ you go yourself, so far siao.
rayne: HEY! HAHA (:
glenn: lets win a dota game together. LOL
calista: BLUR QUEEN HAHAHAAHA. yea bp all the way
sylvia: HAHA. EH I HAVENT SOLD CALENDARS LEI HOW?
CHRIS:D : not only lunch la, breakfast ah, dinner supper all included. LOL (:

i just have one burning question, did you ever love me from the bottom of your heart?

2008-09-07T22:54:00.003+08:00

nra camp- one word to summarise it. good.
check the nra ppl's blog for what happened in it (:

one word. exhaustion.
friday, went to geylang. no its not what you think it is.
its for CIP. briefing for the funfair and stuff on saturday. had to wash some cars for training. cuz i would be washing cars on the actual day.

sat- its not much of a surprise how an insignificant dude can really make the most out of the day.
just like not winning the tournament.
washed cars again and headed over to watch the suntec dance comp.

had to go over to alfones house to surprise him. argued with my mum. i shant elaborate bout my dad. its been wrong since the start. mums just worried bout me. its just the same. i worry my close ones without considering their feelings just for myself. to entertain my friends. somehow somewhere perhaps, i should cut off some commitments and contribute to my family and studies. no point doing stuff no one gives a hoot about right? esp my granny who calls to check on me, its always bothering news she hears. not like WHOAAA. my dear grandson is doing well in studies, or in other areas of his life. its always, study hard okay? dont argue with your parents okay? its always in my mouth on how much i really love my granny and my parents. but wheres the action? i dont want my granny to see me continuing like this everyday, i feel really exhausted everyday. haha well its such a long post so i doubt anyone reads it. since no one really bothers coming here anyway.

somehow i feel like a speck of dirt. blown around unnoticeably and insignificantly. perhaps i shouldnt even be here. im at the wrong place. it just doesnt suit me. even in the midst i feel so insignificant alr. what more can i ask from the outside?

2008-09-05T23:29:00.002+08:00

its just so wrong
wrong
wrong
wrong
wrong
wrong
wrong
wrong
wrong
wrong

can i make it right this time?
its been wrong for my whole life.

2008-08-30T23:12:00.004+08:00

MAG.

size does not matter
though peekchures mean thousands
quite a big peekchure though
quantity matters?
perhaps, but quality does.

4 years and counting
perhaps a year wasted
due to hopeless precision
made by reckless decisions
reminisce not that year
contented with the rest
anticipating the future
awkwardness setting in
optimism might help
pessimism considered

come what may,
thou shalt gambatte kudasai ne
the frankness in me,
deafening silence always,
musters the courage.

guilty i may feel,
regret i did not.
it was a lie when i smiled
and said that i wont feel a thing

ponder no longer.
facades shall end
masquerades wont repeat.
(actually i no more inspiration alr. nice way to end right? LOL)

all in all,
just wanna say that you play an important part in my life.
i really do feel sad when i see you sad
and your mood affects me.
all the best for you (:

2008-08-25T00:37:00.009+08:00

IF YOU GUYS DONT KNOW HIM. HES THE ONE ON THE RIGHT

JUST SO YOU WAIT JUSTIN CHANG CHEEBYE. YOU WILL GET YOUR DESERVED PUNISHMENT WHICH WILL BEFALL ON YOU SOON. YOU WILL LOSE ALL YOUR BETS AND EVERYTHING.

since he called me before my camp to ask me for dota. its one redeeming factor so ive changed that vulgar words font. LOL

i have no faith in you any longer.
the more i see you,
the excruciating pain,
takes over whats left of my
empty shell.

i hope the likes of you,
will just disappear from the world,
cease to exist,
so that i never will know such a person.
so dear whom i hold deeply in my forsaken heart.

i wish to be reborned as a tree.
so when i set my roots in,
forever will i be there and,
all my loved ones will be around me.

2008-08-19T01:08:00.002+08:00

mentally and physically exhausted. been sleeping for a few hours or not even sleeping for the past few weeks -.- esp last week til now. damn tired. and super stressed. im afraid i will forward poa zzzz v mafun lei 6 modules next sem -.- POA SOMEONE HELP PLEASE. slept 2 hours last night and woke up at around 12.30? or 1.15 i think. chanted till 1.45. felt damn energetic all of a sudden. prayed for wisdom to study the correct stuff and high life condition. ATE DHA PILLS WHEET. all the damn business management memorising stuff wtf is really imba or. studied all the way till the exams and went for it. haiz forgot one to two stuff and didnt do 2 questions damnit.

POAPOAPOAPOABLAWBLAWBLAWBLAW BOTH MY SHITTIEST AND OMFG WED AND THURS ARGH

2008-08-16T00:42:00.002+08:00

studied so hard but end up also cannot score wtf. I CANT BELIEVE I MADE SUCH AN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL MISTAKE. 3 X 80 I PUT 160 WTFUCKKKKKKKKKK. HOPE MY WORKING CORRECT BAH. SINGAPORE ECONOMY BULLSHIT. HALF OF 1ST 20 MARKS BULLSHIT. 1/2 OF MONEY BULLSHIT. SO? RESULTS = BULLSHIT BAHHHHH. but lucky my maec still okay cuz my average is around 70+. but im damn worried about my poa and blaw. d's for both i think. at the best my blaw c bah. but i know nuts about both so and worse is that both are back to backkkkk in terms of date. 20th and 21st zz. whoever said econs was interesting. rebekah did. IM FREAKING TIRED. STRESSED. PIMPLESIFIED.

2008-08-15T01:40:00.007+08:00

10 DAYS WITHOUT BRIAN THAT FAG

ENJOY BAH HAHAHAHAHAHA. CONFESSIONS OF ALRED.

REVENGE IS SWEET HMMMMM SAVOURING EACH AND EVERY MOMENT OF IT.

2008-08-14T02:22:00.003+08:00

9 days without brian that fag

watched harold and kumar recently. no link movie bzzt. but quite hilarious.

just finished watching step up 2 WHOOOOOOOOOOOO. damn dope those dancers wtf

webcam is fun. webcam with brian jacq quan and brians cousins.

i studied one whole day yea. but im still v confused. nothing seems to get in. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. shall tidy up everything tmr and do ALL THE PAST YEAR PAPERS GAMBATTE KUDASAI NE~

edit: which reminds me that rebekah's getting prettier omgawd.
extract from alfred's blog : nicky's house. went to glm and pool with quan, hl, jerome. saw rebekah and ozy there.

HAHAHAHHAA. i like.

2008-08-07T00:05:00.005+08:00

2 days without brian

group pic at terminal 3

mie lurb euu lotx worhs

THERE ARE JUST TOO MANY PICTURES. i bet you guys have them and dont really wanna see lots of pics and it takes alot of time uploading them.
so i will just post ONE. for entertainment purpose

LOOK. ITS DAMN EPIC LA HAHAHAHAA. look at rome sulking. cuz she aint looking at him. LOOK AT HIS EYES. they are looking at her. and look at brians and fabians cheeky smile HAHAHAAA. justin is just too good?

BYEBYE BRIAN

2008-08-04T23:38:00.007+08:00

1 day without brian

It really really has been a turbulent weekend for me. emotional rollercoaster rides. friday was a very stupid day for me. i couldnt finish my dss final paper. felt so sad. nra briefing was boring. went home. couldnt sleep. cuz my parents didnt allow me to go for brians farewell yacht party. i was so disappointed in myself.

the next day i decided to muster my courage and ask one more time. you don't get chances to do that often in your life right. and after much begging and pleading and i even cried. my dad allowed but just for saturday stayover and no sunday ones. =/ better than nothing.

went over to vivo to get quan's present. had to get la haha buddy plus he got me one on mine. (though it was really big but i loved it, you can get something better next year i suppose HAHAHAHA.) didnt really see anything noice cept for the playboy shirt at topman haha. sorry la though yours cheaper in comparison to justin's and brian's one but thought that counts right ^^

shared subway with le and headed over to the cove with alfie yx le and shaun. woah the place was a real knockout. especially the yacht. kinda like once in a lifetime. thanks lots to brian. and his dad for tanking all the thing. the buffet was WOAH. but sadly i didnt have the appetite, zzzzzzzz. celebrated quans birthday brians and justins one together haha. could see quan was really happy and brian as well and justin i suppose though he didnt get to kiss but im sure he kissed before alot times la so doesnt matter. talked to the 2e5 ppl. times FLIES SO FAST ZZ. 5 years already bzzt. sec sch life best la dont have to deal with so many troubles like partings and farewells.

took lots of pics. shall do them up as soon as justin hl and the rest with the pics compile them. the jc peeps went home first and somehow quan got drunk. too happy i supposed or actually mixed feelings. could tell he really will miss brian thus first time get drunk la huh.

had to choose btween the ndp preview or dinner and time with brian. tough choice cuz i disappointed all my group members, but i chose brian. bad choice? no. turn back the time and i will do exactly the same thing. my dad called and kped. i really cried my heart out when i heard i have to leave NOW, cuz he found out that i ponned. i was really very devastated and i really didnt know what to do. lucky there was quan there. and the pat on my head by justin really do made me feel better. somehow or another my dad allowed but i had to be home by 9 the next day morn zz. couldnt let brian see me like that so took me a while to wipe away everything.

the drunk quan was spouting all the nonsense and brian went into the room with dawn. haiz. slacked around and went to the outside to slack alone BUT GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME THERE WAS ROME, AND THEN CHRISTINE HAIZ. byebye to solo drinking. but i did drink quite a fair bit. didnt realise and soon i was high. spouted all the steph stuff zz. i felt really down at that time.

couldnt walk straight. slacked with ningy and mag till i dozed off. chionged home with teck the next day and a ouch 18 bucks cab. slept and watched money no enough with my family. love them though my dad v kp. the next day i almost overslept thanks to lele's call HAHA. cabbed with alfie shaun and yx to airport. shant elaborate but lots of hugging and THANKS TO CB SHAUN NOW MY MOUTH HAVE PIMPLES LIAO SERIOUS ZZ. took pics as well. really didnt want to cry in front of brian. at the point of time when he walked past the entrance thingy i dunno how to say la. i cried but not alot like quan and neeeky. wanted to rush there to hug him but yx said something real true. how is he supposed to go if you go over and everyone does that. didnt want to say goodbye as i believe we will meet up soon. but end up i said it once haha. couldnt tahan. that hug was really good, warm and long.

everyone was mentally and physically tired so after breakfast we all went home, some to school.
slept all the way and haid daimokukai. had some encouragement and they really came at the right time when i was down and out. share with you guys. perhaps you may need it.

Enjoy whats there to enjoy, suffer whats there to suffer. As long as you have faith( for me is chant la duh)
dont take your ups for granted and complain all day about your downs. everyone has them. not only you. so yes the phrase up there is really true.
We must not compare ourselves to others. What is important is that we strive to be better today than we were yesterday and be better tomorrow than we are today.
come on guys. i think we can do it. in studies.for kfc. everything for yourselves and for the team. im sure brian and eddy wants us to win all our games and do well in our studies.

GO FORTH!
brian you idiot i really miss you. late night chats and stuff. i will never forget them.

edit: i guess we need to cherish our loved ones before they are gone. CHALET ON HOLIDAYS OKAY!

2008-07-29T20:54:00.002+08:00

ive never been so determined to the fact ive rejected brian 2 times. lunch for yesterday and mahjong for today. im so terribly sorry. but for this sat sun and mon. i have to sacrifice. i will mug till friday so my parents wont kp. this friday's DSS is for me to own ba. full marks. after this week. i will mug my maec blaw poa and bmgt ftw. hehe so happy thanks to justin today. inside stuff ^^ i love my laptop now. anyways tmr jamming with the dudes. prolly the last jamming session with brian the fag so thats why im going. SO TONIGHT MUG MUG MUG. RUNNING AWAY TMR FTW HAHAHAHAA. LEAD PIANIST. TOO GOOD? ate justins brownie today. shit gonna get diabetes. too sweet alr G_G. justins prolly worse. its with love for him. so hes gonna get diabetes today ba. AND IVE REACHED LVL 15 OF THE WORLDS HARDEST GAME YES

2008-07-24T22:17:00.003+08:00

how can anyone be so stupid to the extent of taking 18 years to be enlightened?

finally it dawned upon me seriously. i need to set my priorities right NOW. more for my family and MY interest. MY studies and MY life.

1. personal benefits
2. personal gains
3. personal (anything you can think of)
4. faith in religion
5. family

im doing stupid things throughout my life. as some wise old sage says. fillial piety is the most important instead of loyalty and righteousness.
but i've given up hope. no matter how much i try to be optimistic. new stuff keeps coming. take for example my hoodie. i have no faith in my laptop and i really believe that it will fail me ONE week before the major exams again. i love challenges haha.
i conclude that i do not love myself enough. if i dont love myself how can i love anyone?

2008-07-23T23:39:00.002+08:00

firstly, i left my hoodie at the court. 2ndly justin made me WAIT ONE WHOLE FUCKING DAY DOING NOTHING. ndp was quite alright. 3rdly whats up with being an epic loser? a sore one at that. you the winner? sorry we the devils we ought to shut the fuck up.

F.Y.I winning was very important to me as i nEED TO PROVE MY WORTH AT SOMETHING. i care not the 100. OUT ALREADY STILL SO SORE. WE DIDNT EVEN USE THE SP PLAYER BUT OWNED YOU FAIR AND SQUARE FUCKING ASTRO SHIT FUCK. GO STUDY YOUR IT LA CHEEBYE. AND PAY HEATH LEDGER SOME RESPECT CB

RUNNING AWAY AND 蒲公英的约定

2008-07-23T16:20:00.000+08:00

IM GONNA PIA 蒲公英的约定 AND RUNNING AWAY BY MIDNIGHT HOUR. IVE FOUND EM. however running away sheets are incomplete dang.

IMBA

2008-07-22T16:36:00.001+08:00

WTF IM GODLIKE CCB IMBA FUCK.

I PLAYED A LVL 17 SONG IN O2JAM SPEED 3.0 AND THE SONG IS SONATINE 14-1

AND I DIDNT GET ANY GOOD NOR BAD NO MISSES. ALL COOL WTF 1251 HITS OR

Fireworks

2008-07-20T13:11:00.002+08:00

i figured that i forgot what i have done for the past week so i shall start on friday. had diarrhoea in the morn damn goodjob so i was late for the group meeting but luckily i was early for class lol. had to chiong mu LMS blog in class while helpin my group edit what they did earlier on. so much trouble. ended at 3 and met yh and antenna to head for brians house and that dickhead was late cuz when he called he was still at orchard. waited for him and ate the crawford lanes bakchormee which was insanely imba due to the fact there was not only vinegar but great elasticity of the mee yum yum.

here comes the suayness of ozy again. he lent his student
EEEEEEZEEEEEEE link card to yh cuz he wanna save on her transport fare as i had student pass and hers was tertiary one. ( f.y.i i was from JC DROPOUT OKAY FUCKING ANTENNA so my ez link card expires end of this year)

out she goes and he played mahjong with CA brian and antenna. losing about 5 bucks alr when he received a call from AH HUU. she told him that the card was confiscated and i dunno what happen exactly but he must pay 50 bucks i think. to get the card back or something. SADNESS XXXXXXXX now travelling is so mafunnn for me as i have to go for NDP AT MARINA AND MEETINGS AT TAMPINES OMFG. i doubt i have enuff coins for transport later G_G. then after that. she called him and she was crying. really crying and that worried the hell outta him. so the 4 of them decided to end their mahjong game. somehow he was dumb enough to rush out of the house when the 3 others werent going, and he realised he had no moneh nor the cards to take any form of transport. but then AH HUUU said she was at RP already and so there wasnt any point in going RP cuz there was JUSTIN there already. so we cont with our mahjong till XII fong. and i minimised my losses to 3 bucks whee.

headed to century to pool and ate at the hongkong cafe. the usual chat and stuff. yx was being unbelievably kaobei that day but it was damn funny. yx hl le quan me rome brian ca shaun neeeky alfone were the ones there. brian was the one taking every hit from quan when he did nothing LOL. brian was kaobeing about someone else but well who cares? its always the same ending for brian. so all of em came over to my hse supposedly to chiong lotr trilogy. cept for ant and CA. justin yh and christine came over. slacked for quite a while. shant elaborate on what we did which made yh interested in.

the movie was exciting but everyone knocked out cept for mee neekies brian christine and rome. the movie second part hanged until i buay tong so i knocked out

2008-07-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

guess whats the best thing to happen when you totally immersed in your project and playing the piano. stepping on your dogs peepee. i was discussing with kenneth about the bmgt proj and WORSE I HAD TO COMPILE ALL THE DATA INTO EXCEL SO MAFAN ALR. i wont forget about our business proposal though kenneth, full of racism LOL. anyways im so stressed out so i decided to get some food and play the piano. i already knew there was pee on the floor as my bros beeating the hell out of belle. then when i returned to the study room i stepped on the peepee cool.

-edit.
i just went to my friends blog and i read her post. it led me to my guilt. i havent been doing my part as a grandchild.. from now on i swear that i will visit my gramps everyweek after my exams. for now i think i will go soon. i don't even feel sad nor do i feel concerned until i read yingxin's post and some random persons post about their loved ones leaving them. how long do i need to learn that i have to cherish stuffs around me before they are gone. what an idiot.
I NEED TO SCORE IN MY FINAL EXAMS

2008-07-15T22:23:00.002+08:00

today while at brians house
some girl added me or maybe some pinoy's earning 2 bucks an hour
her emails
thelmahodydez@hotmail.com
you can add her if you want to.
she put up a sexy disp pic of her body without her face
already so suspicious. her 1st question already ask a/s/l (:
so i just answered 18 male spore
then she wanted webcam or soemthing. so she gave an excuse that she webcamming someone else
ask me click one link to see her or something/ fark off la even dropouts like me also know fake one
brian asked me to play along but so stupid -.-
so i just said.
sorry but im very shagged cuz 10 000 of my potential babies died on your fucking mums face.
and i just blocked her ba.

and today alfred and i were talking
he said something like
A: sian now need pay transport fee myself
O: aiya parents like that one, you work means everything bao kah liao
A: next year im not paying ..
O: lol
A: im walking home no matter what
O: your house so close
A:unless its Lelia L_L

LOL

2008-07-15T13:35:00.002+08:00

sian laaaaaa. i think im not gonna score for my maec test ba. there was this question that made my dumbfounded. so i decided to have my revenge and pass the dumbfounded-ness to my teacher.
Q: what is balanced budget
A: a budget that is balanced

besides that i met alot people yesterday, like cecilia felicia rachel alvin and Y_Ys friend and pei ying and katherine and christine and abby and jiahui. im not gonna mention that khairul. heavy colour light friend.
ate dinner with the usual. + yh and mag. ahzar = inspirational places like
Q: GET KICKED IN THE BALLS REAL HARD OR LICK SOME FAT UGLY LADIES FOR E.G CUTIE MAY'S REALLY HAIRY PUSSY
A: ..........
tough question right.

at brians house currently cuz i decided to pon sch YO. mahjonging later i guess.

2008-07-14T13:27:00.002+08:00

i dont understand how one can be so suay to the extend of losing ones calculator just before ones exam.

2008-07-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

im feeling seriously exhausted i do not know why. i feel weak everywhere. my health seems to be in need of serious zhnging. when will all this end. i seriously do hope that we can turn back time. to sec 3 so i can take my studies seriously. to last year so that i would have made a better choice regarding mag issues. but till now i think its still the best way as that was her choice and mine. though regretful but i guess we must live with it huh.
these 2 are my biggest regrets of my life. but somehow i didnt really regret going into jc as i met alfone, which led to weeteck yx and le.
hope i can do something about my studies NOW.

2008-07-10T01:08:00.005+08:00

been brianing for the past few days and slacking. went to cck with justin today to do his damn ezlink card which took damn long. this is his photo LOL.

looks like khairul. he lost 20 i lost 10. too sickening alr the rest of them. yh taught me how to play 2 songs yesterday and i taught her mj. but i guess she doesnt understand. i rmb she said something which made me choke on water..
ozy: wah that time fabian cough out blood sia

yh: real blood or not

LOL.

slacked at brians house below again. but didnt manage to see shootings stars today.. brian slept like a dick

im getting irritated, we were ranting about the imperfections of our skin. such lousy complexion. wtf MY PIMPLES ALL COMING OUT AGAIN SIAN LA

2008-07-09T00:40:00.001+08:00

[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
arbo
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
ozy need cut hair?
(&)(@)17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©・｢・E・ﾌ・・・S・ﾅ・A・､・・・ｳ・ｯ・ﾔ says:
$$$$$$$$ I CANNOT ALR
(&)(@)17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©・｢・E・ﾌ・・・S・ﾅ・A・､・・・ｳ・ｯ・ﾔ says:
DUNNIT
(&)(@)17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©・｢・E・ﾌ・・・S・ﾅ・A・､・・・ｳ・ｯ・ﾔ says:
I JUS DID OR
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
ozy wan pei me ?
(&)(@)17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©・｢・E・ﾌ・・・S・ﾅ・A・､・・・ｳ・ｯ・ﾔ says:
why u ask me want cut hair
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
make exlink
(&)(@)17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©・｢・E・ﾌ・・・S・ﾅ・A・､・・・ｳ・ｯ・ﾔ says:
then wad we do
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
ez*
(¯`·._.·[¤wñªgê.ðë.ñúß™]·._.·´¯) ㋡・c ☯ ????????????, ???????????? says:
go pull his fur.
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
if u wan cut i oso cut ba
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
my fur too long

LOL @ NOOB

LOSE SO MUCH MONEY STILL LIKE THAT HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA

2008-07-07T23:41:00.001+08:00

CANT PEOPLE RESPECT US WHEN WE ARE IN THE MIDST OF A SONG? I WAS SO INTO THE MOOD AND YOU FUCKING HAVE TO RUIN IT. GO OPEN THE DOOR YOURSELF LA LAZY FUCK. AND KEEP IRRITATING ME UNTIL I CANT CONTINUE MY PIANO. SHOW THE PERSON PLAYING THE PIECE SOME RESPECT PLEASE. I HATE IT WHEN PPL INTERUPT ME IN THE MIDDLE. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

on the other hand. ive found one companion, somehow i've derived joy from our sorrows as we both empathise each other and understand the pain (esp the holes in our pockets)
financially, i guess we could have had a small shop with the amount we owe.

2008-07-07T21:12:00.005+08:00

how many times must a person face setbacks before he can really gather himself back and on track. people say its not the failure that determines oneself, however its the courage and ability to stand up after you fall. i havent done that. ive been wasting my life for a year and near 2. and i havent come back to reality from my deep slumber. secondary school days are over, new responsibilities appear but it seems ive been running away from them.

1. manage my finance
so i can pay back all my debts
2. manage my time
so i can study and play
3. manage my impulse
so i can concentrate
4. ignore everything that doesnt concern me
so i have more time for myself

to do that i guess i need to regain my faith in my religion.
im gonna control myself from going out unless it concerns brian whos gonna leave for america.

i've learnt something from luffy, once i've set myself to do something i cannot back down even if its wrong, or what others perceive it to be. just do what you deem fit and feel its right for you. GOGO!

p.s we can do it together my friend who will always be there for me.

2008-07-07T01:33:00.005+08:00

gj lost 27 in 2 poks today. andrew was being too sickening today. tireddddd slept a while, FEDERER'S LOSING WTF CMON FEDERER. somehow i think if you're busy or something please tell the other party and stop keeping the the initiator waiting for NUTS. best is dont reply at all like brian at least its not so fucked up. if reply until so mian qiang then dunt reply at all la easy?(generalise) at least have the decency thanks. AND BRIAN PLEASE FUCKING REPLY ME IDIOT

one for example is christine, so guys out there please do not do these as it irritates the fuck outta anyone.

for the soccer game i didnt get the ball so i dont bother explaining. read our teams blog. i guess next time just let me keeper whole game ba. that way perhaps i may get the ball. just shuff me any shit positions ba.

edit: FEDERER LOST WTF, CAME BACK FROM 2 SETS DOWN TO MAKE IT A FINAL SET BUT STILL LOSE CB.

2008-07-04T23:26:00.002+08:00

couple of things to blog about but im kinda lazy, read brians blog for more info.

SAW A SHOOTING STAR, JUST TOO GOOD OR?

anyways i guess im prepared for tmrs game or so. been sleeping before 12 or 1 cept for one day for this week. cut my nails. dug my ears.

tmr we must win.

2008-06-27T11:21:00.000+08:00

this is a personality test i took during my IS class IAC

Life as an ENTP (Extravert, Intuitive, Thinker, Perceiver)
People of this type tend to be: friendly, charming, and outgoing; quick-witted, energetic, and irreverent; ingenious, imaginative, and creative; curious, flexible, and unpredictable; logical and analytical.
The most important thing to ENTPs is being creative, seeing possibilities, and always having new challenges.

just too good?

2008-06-26T23:29:00.002+08:00

i can only blame myself ba. for being in such a pathetic state right now. waste one year and stuff. keep blaming laptop spoil so cannot study. but if i had really studied even before the week before exams and 5% tests. i should be able to get Bs for the tests and exams but i didnt. thought that one week study would suffice end up laptop screw me twice both before test and exam week. all i could do is blame and blame. but i really have to blame. myself. lazy, not organised and stuff. what an idiot i am seriously.

2008-06-26T16:51:00.002+08:00

today something happened ba. heres the sms with me and my np bro alfred.
alfred - cb i just saw someone that looks damn lelia then i go to busstop is not but really look damn like her..
ozy- you sw right?
alfred- ya.. then i go water cooler see from far wtf lelia? cannot be what.. i walk towards busstop at steps there, omg lelia.. i at busstop chey not her.. but really damn alike bah.. the hair style also same
ozy-must be i take same bus with her ba
alfred- not she in school sia.. dropout.. lol

if alfred msges such a long and descriptive msg, means he really thought was her bah, and this idiot must really like her bah. but since he so kp post tht droppie post. i post this ba HAHAHAHAHA and the funny part is

alfred. chaeyeon. says:
you know just now
alfred. chaeyeon. says:
i send the same sms to hl
alfred. chaeyeon. says:
he cb reply 'my gf wtf?'

HONGLIN IS SO FUCKED HAHAHAHAHAAH

2008-06-24T21:10:00.001+08:00

well since i have nothing to post and Someone in particular forces me to post this cuz SHE SAID SHE WILL TREAT ME ONE WEEK OF STARBUCKS AND SHE SWORE SO YES I HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE

Eugena(♥) says:
Hi, my name's ozymah, next time if you see me, please call me ozymah

alright i did it

2008-06-23T22:43:00.001+08:00

hmmmm guys please vote which one prettier. please make a wise decision as it affects my future thanks alot.

2008-06-23T21:54:00.011+08:00

these bunch of ignorant fools ah, need to be enlightened one fine day. i shant disclose what i feel about this cuz i guess all of you feel the same way. and i might offend the religion ya. (:

2008-06-21T02:25:00.002+08:00

WTF I HAVE A MOSQUITOE BITE ON MY FACE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!??!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

2008-06-21T01:57:00.002+08:00

bored. so i went over to quans hse first cuz my bros gonna go airport to fetch my parents back home. slacked there for a while whilst listening to digimon theme song OVER AND OVER AGAIN WTF QUAN. watched the portugal chelsea players play like shit haha. then headed over to century for snooker and zhaoed to cathay, but no nice seats so headed over to cine, me quan and hl alr got our tix but neeeky came late so no tix end up he went shopping alone lol. the movie was alright, the usual humour from adam sandler. hl treat the popcorns and drinks sio so good. and i must tell you guys to be wary of taxis in cbd area. add 4 bucks la wtf, from cathay to cine 8 bucks -.- had slight headache due to blur vision thanks to noob contact lenses.. and after a movie, YET ANOTHER DRAMA! shant elaborate in this new drama where close friends fight for a lady. anyways quan was like sooooooooo emo man.

somehow im addicted to the songs of sad love story again.. really want to learn the piano songs but like v hard to find the piano sheets

TMR COMBINED REHEARSAL HAHA!

2008-06-20T01:33:00.002+08:00

lol imba fux ba me won mahjong again, 1st pok won alot didnt count. then 2nd pok lost alot. but then overall still win 24, which means 1st pok i really won alot ba.

then went for NRA and todays dance was quite fun. went home, slacked and dota, bleach is getting imba boring. i think jerome hates me now =/ but i was joking and i alt tab thats why so quiet OR. then i turn back i see he scold kanina then zhao offline alr LOL GOODJOB. anyways next time then explain ba. GOGO PORTUGAL!

2008-06-19T00:50:00.004+08:00

wtf, for once i thought bad luck deserted me but well well, i dropped10 bucks for nothing today. GOODJOB. seriously at the point of time i was damn dulan, then came all the thoughts like the other time i go withdraw money then never take money 20 fly away. and my cool lil laptop keep failing on me. but wells after i see honglins pics i feel so much better bah. and i went cck today to meet alvin so i shunbian went to say hello to yinghui, supposedly gonna watch movie but NO TIMING GOODJOB. so i went starbucks with my friends fr a while and went home after ndp.
hope tmr mahjong owns ba and nra would be fun.

should not go around jio-ing ppl go out liao ba. seem to be disturbing everyone =/

on the sidenote. somehow i think jerome jios girls for the sake of doing it.

2008-06-18T02:33:00.007+08:00

IMBA FUX BA ME TODAY, 1ST POK WIN 25 BUCKS! 1ST ROUND 2 PINGHU 4 TAI ALR. AND ONE DA SAN YUAN WITH BAN SE WITH 3 OUTSIDE TAI AND 3 DA PAI TAI WHICH MEANS 14 TAI AND PLUS HONGLIN FED ME LAST BAI BAN WHICH MEANS THAT ANTENNAE BAO=ED HAHAHAHAHAHA SO TRIBUTE TO HIM I POST HIS PICS. HE OWES ME $6553.6 BUCKS BA

2008-06-17T14:46:00.002+08:00

wow. tonight, France VS Italy, 2 powerhouses, just like 2 years ago, world cup finals. however the irony is that both of them face DROPPING OUTX of the competition and only the winner can HAVE A CHANCE going into the quarters THATS IF romania draw or loses, but if this game is a draw and romania loses, romania must lose by more than 3 goals. irony.. irony.. its like someones making fun of these 2 countries, for italy.. its the ref. for france, its weiquan.
IM OFF TO MAHJONG AT BRIANS HOUSE. BYEBYE

2008-06-17T00:06:00.002+08:00

wtf, i cant stop myself from playing mahjong, the most recent one was at brians hse overnight playing with hl justin brian and his cousin. won 20 bucks in 2nd pook ba, my 1st one was nothing. was losign 10 bucks plus but just too good? after my 5 tai zimor the 4 tong when honglin had 2 of em and was waiting the same tile as me, my luck came and i kep winning ba.

rotted the whole day man wtf, but well, i kep you tubing imba man.
Time to Say Goodbye
Love is Over
Xin Bu Liao Qing

gonna pia kiss goodbye piano ba.

SDFSDF

2008-06-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

(¯`·._.·[¤wñªgê.ðë.ñúß™]·._.·´¯) ㋡ c ☯ , says:
JeRomE- November Rain` f*ck this. says (PM 6:37):
no
JeRomE- November Rain` f*ck this. says (PM 6:37):
my vs was like 4 0
(¯`·._.·[¤wñªgê.ðë.ñúß™]·._.·´¯) ㋡ c ☯ , says (PM 6:37):
rome, when u tell lies
(¯`·._.·[¤wñªgê.ðë.ñúß™]·._.·´¯) ㋡ c ☯ , says (PM 6:37):
u must learn theres something called reality.
(&)(@)17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©｢EﾌSﾅA､ｳｯﾔ. says:
LOL
(¯`·._.·[¤wñªgê.ðë.ñúß™]·._.·´¯) ㋡ c ☯ , says:
(¯`·._.·[¤wñªgê.ðë.ñúß™]·._.·´¯) ㋡ c ☯ , says (PM 6:38):
when u say things like..
i have a good voice, im handsome, christine loves me.. or my vs 4 0
even timothy will know its a lie.

CSLOL@NOOB

dsfds

2008-05-31T20:21:00.002+08:00

initially i wanna post some good and fun stuff like the overnight chats we had which were damn fun and the immense stupidity alfred showed us. however theres nothing in my brain cept for so many troubles. im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired mannnn can sleep just anywhere, COMMON TEST WITHOUT NOTES THANKS TO LAPTOP SCREWIN ME YET AGAIN JUST BEFORE THE EXAMS. and like that fucking kimseng in my head also, and ndp and this and that
JUST SO TIRING. i must go ndp cuz ive encouraged serene into going so i must do what i say. and for EVERYONE WITH PROBLEMS LETS GO BANG WALL WHEE

asda

2008-05-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

yay 35/50 for poa test but i still have to go for remedial! YAYS! BECAUSE I DONT DO TUTORIALS HAHAHAHAHA. NVM, i bet the teacher gonna teach all the important stuff to us on wed so that sat's common test for poa i will own.

life's such a bore.. sat hmm. i think we won 5-1 second half i was the goalie, zz let in one goal. sadness and sorrowX. i touched the ball but it still went in haizxczxc there goes our team's first clean sheetX. after soccer rushed down to np for NRA WHEEE. but then v pain cabbed 2 times. heng the person teaching also late. so i didnt miss the stretch and dance part. whew. did lotsa abs exercise. ouch. and a few triceps one. then started learning one choreo or chorehoreh or whatever i dunno how to spell. then rushed down to senja but missed the meeting. evon, evonne, yvon, yvonn, yvonne either one. gave me bread cuz i was broke and had no money for dinner. but well i forgot to take it with me when i rushed out of my house when i rushed home after meeting her and co. cuz i was gonna go expo with justin. went expo with justin christine went to find jerome, she later than me or and neeeky. expo was fun. saw kun ge T_T. stupid thing was justin and i missed the tanah merah stop. the idiot thing was 3 more ppl, from touch rug. chanced upon em, addie and celine and her bf. they missed the stop also LOL. had food fair addidas fair so fun. food fair was cool. rushed down for ndp.

ever felt like dirt? i did. so shag already cuz of the looooooooooong day, so after my ndp i called justin and asked where were they and they were AT marina square so i took the mrt there and rushed down but then i see nothing? so i rung him up again and OPPS i forgot you were coming. i was feeling so fucked up at that time so i decided to just go home and sleep cuz i was damn tired. i called him and msged up before i was coming and he can forget. kudos. perhaps the sight of ladies make him forget everything i do not know but then im not blaming now cuz im just so retarded to go out even when im so shag SO I JUST WENT HOME AND SLEPT.

FSDF

2008-05-22T06:10:00.002+08:00

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS~ PAWNED CHELSEA IN BOTH HAHA LOSERS. TERRY CRY GOOD, DROGBA STUPID. GRANT RETARD. MANUTD BEST. WORTHED MY TIME WATCHIN. AND I DID SOMETHING TODAY THAT REQUIRES LOTSA BALLS MAN. RICKY OWES ME LUNCH NOW

sfsdf

2008-05-20T01:13:00.002+08:00

LETS ALL LISTEN TO MCR SONG DEAD!
CUZ IM GONNA DIE LATER IN SCHOOL. EITHER LITERALLY OR FIGURATIVELY. IT STILL ELUDES ME. CUZ I FUCKING FEEL DAMN TIRED EVERYDAY LIKE MACHINE SPOIL LIKE THAT. NEED WHOLE BODY CHECK UP SOON. I SENSE SYSTEM FAILURE.
NOW I STILL NEED TO CONTEND WITH POA. CUZ I SPENT ONE WHOLE DAY STUDYING DSS TO NO AVAIL CUZ I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND SIMI COUNTIF AND COUNTIFS SUMIFS AND SUMIF AND VLOOKUP AND THE TEXTBOOK ISNT MUCH OF A TEXTBOOK.
POA. ZZZ 4 UNITS TO LEARN. G_G T_T O_O~ LA.

sdfsf

2008-05-19T02:00:00.002+08:00

np's been cool so far.
fate is true, i believe in it. because i keep chancing upon the same person.
with ppl like glenn, yang and hang, its fun. used yh's survey to fake it and used it to get ladys number and email. its purely for fun alright.
i think i know more ppl now in touch rug. somehow in np. i see lots of familiar faces but i do not know their names, esp when they just come and chat with you with me not even knowing them.
laptop crashed as you all know. took the guy 3 trips to fix it all. the mom board spoil, bluetooth hardware also, ram and many much more. thanks to it my blaw G_G. must chiong dss and poa test liao. soccered from 5 to 10 on wed. ndp on thurs. i find cecilia and felicia both damn funny. hi Y_Y. friday mahjong. lost erm. 13 bucks. balls. ate with the grp. sat. rot whole day. ndp night. fun. pizza hut free. supper with justin quan fone and neeeky.
today. woke up 9. met wai cheong ricky to head to amk hub mac to meet wei i and kenneth and mei ting. did bmgt and dss pbl. slacked and did poa and dss. 11-11 man wth, all left early cept for me and waicheong. saw this dawmn pretty and hawt girl who grad from njc alr. and the bf erm. zz. had a jolly fun time chatting with YINGXIN. caps alr happy? and eh boring day lo.

sometimes its just so disappointing yet saddening to see your friend in that state. that bloody bugger is so anti social now. or perhaps mugging like siao IN POLY. worse off than him studying for o lvls. its just one day and he keep procrastinating.