Monday, 1 June 2009
Ah, blissfully ignorant
yet, subtly blatant
this, deafening silence
awkwardly comfortable
this closeness between us
seemingly distant
this relation, so sinfully innocent
platonic the word.
Labels: thoughts
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22:38Y
Thursday, 21 May 2009
1st thing i wanna say. my laptop crash. screw fujitsu. lousy service also.
2nd though i didnt get into sydc but its okay. its not about the place you dance at. its the passion.
3rd thing is that today we played soccer for 2 hours consecutive and didnt lose heh heh.
4th thing is that this sat have to join waicheongs futsal tourney to help out haiz
5th thing is bout last weeks field soccer game, helped simons team. so play centre mid, damn shiok can score first goal debut goal lei LOL. and assisted in 2 goals ^^ won 7-3 ookok the suck part is that i had to wake up damn early and reach tampines at 9 i think.
school has been fun due to the fact my class is bonding with games like fuzzy wuzzy, guess mrt stations, what time is it, and around the world in 80 days. if you think simon is stupid, think again, theres suefei.
and my I&E group is reaaaaaahehehehehehehehely fun. if it does well. imma do it long term even if my group mates dont want. so far we are doing fairly well with sharol supporting us.
hope the suntec dance competition can hurry settle so we CAN CHIONGS!
currently hooked up to wugu superwoman by caoge and xin bu liao qing as well
and this lyrical hiphop if you leave
one thing i hate bout school is the lecture. v awkward ccb.
life is damn boring la mei you girlfriend de life okok byebye anyway i also no gf better later she suffer also LOL. hope my LAPTOP FASTER ZHNG FINISH
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22:52Y
Sunday, 10 May 2009
karma befalls on those who are evil-hearted. take for example justin. today he made fun of me on msn, then came to my house and used a ball to zham rocky.
well well
he went to fill water then was climbing up the stairs then he fell LOL. the funny part was that the cup and water hit his face while he was falling.
then there was this 1-2 sec stun time for all of us. then someone started laughing, and the whole roome started bursting into laughter. he was sprawling on the floor and no one gives a damn and everyone was laughing like mad, esp quan whos laughter owns all.
what makes it funnier is that he had the intention to disiao honglin.
hehehehehe.
Labels: karma
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23:08Y
Sunday, 3 May 2009
whats goin on in the clique..
we've been gambling non-stop LOL.
okay need to cut down drastically.
not been going cca's not been going my religion too.
cuz once we gamble. 2 days are wasted.
cant study as well. so perhaps we could just play on days not overnight i guess.
Labels: Business.Studies
A Secret That Can't Be Told
01:54Y
Monday, 27 April 2009
just when im getting my self confidence back from that major fall 2 years ago. life seems better somehow.
sometimes when you are serious, ppl treat it as a form of entertainment and joke.
esp when you treat them so dearly.
yea just say im a person who takes these small things so seriously. okok to you its small to me it hurt me really bad.
you may think im finding attention like bealson did but no.
its okay after a few days it will be fine. but just to tell the person who started it.
come on. im alright with anything but not friendship family. you can insult me but not the link the bonds or someone dear to me.
if you dislike me in anyway just tell me straight.
honesty is the best policy.
i hope life gets better. im quite disappointed alfone didnt call. but perhaps i didnt msg him to wish him good luck in army in the first place. such things takes 2 hands to clap.
seriously if im a form of entertainment for you people. tell me straight in the face i am. and i will disappear from your life and find a new one for myself and please dont waste my time. dont treat me like you know who and just tell me now. NOW.
if you dont know what it feels to be chucked one side for no reason,
i will tell you now
you will feel like the are the worse shit ever.
you lose confidence
you thik everythings your fault
you will always have negative thoughts
nothing seems to be going right
worse is that im the worst child in the family
my brothers so smart
whatever i do is shit in my parents eyes.
i cant do this cant do that
i dont care as i seek solace from YOU people but somehow its all a joke right
okay let life be a joke from now on.
Labels: joke
A Secret That Can't Be Told
23:33Y
Saturday, 11 April 2009
OKAY
I GOT ANOTHER NEW RESOLUTION.
IM THE WORSE FRIEND YOU CAN EVER FIND. PLEASE GET AWAY FROM ME
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13:55Y
Friday, 27 March 2009
sian, i feel so much like a loser, yi wen bu zhi, when i compare myself with my friends.
they are like so funny, good in something.
its like they are unique, i feel like nothing with them. even now. i feel distant.
its always me trying to talk to them. like i need them more x23405498574 times than they need me. yea true, i gave much thought about it, its like i cant give anything to them.
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02:27Y
