just when im getting my self confidence back from that major fall 2 years ago. life seems better somehow.
sometimes when you are serious, ppl treat it as a form of entertainment and joke.
esp when you treat them so dearly.
yea just say im a person who takes these small things so seriously. okok to you its small to me it hurt me really bad.
you may think im finding attention like bealson did but no.
its okay after a few days it will be fine. but just to tell the person who started it.
come on. im alright with anything but not friendship family. you can insult me but not the link the bonds or someone dear to me.
if you dislike me in anyway just tell me straight.
honesty is the best policy.
i hope life gets better. im quite disappointed alfone didnt call. but perhaps i didnt msg him to wish him good luck in army in the first place. such things takes 2 hands to clap.
seriously if im a form of entertainment for you people. tell me straight in the face i am. and i will disappear from your life and find a new one for myself and please dont waste my time. dont treat me like you know who and just tell me now. NOW.
if you dont know what it feels to be chucked one side for no reason,
i will tell you now
you will feel like the are the worse shit ever.
you lose confidence
you thik everythings your fault
you will always have negative thoughts
nothing seems to be going right
worse is that im the worst child in the family
my brothers so smart
whatever i do is shit in my parents eyes.
i cant do this cant do that
i dont care as i seek solace from YOU people but somehow its all a joke right
okay let life be a joke from now on.
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