Friday 27 April 2007
damn disappointed. it was me who asked alf to come and study with me. but i was soo tired that i slept at 11 plus and couldnt wake up after that though he tried to wake me up. okay wasnt that bad. got 6/10 for summary. had another compre plus summary test. super sian. couldnt keep myself awake and slept the 1st 15 mins away. end up didnt do one question... luckily physics wasnt really that bad. shld be able to pass.. cant do maths tutorials cuz i dunno how to.. gonna do my gp file later.. hope we win the match against nanhua team tml. gonna meet up with the dudes after school later on for soccer haha.
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00:34Y
Tuesday 24 April 2007
im really gasping for breath. been breathless for so damn long. nothing seems to be going right. like abt wad happened a few weeks ago. i dunno why the fk i forgot the DVDs but fk i really did. its like she KEPT reminding me knewing how forgetful i was, even told me to put it in my bag. but i was just too lazy to move a muscle. cool shit.i feel fkin remorseful. we didnt chat nor kept in touch after that..
and the hectic and stressful school schedules. im FAILING all my subjects. so many shit in my mind now.. friendship.. stephanie.. studies.. CAN SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO HANDLE SO MANY THINGS IN ONE GO? need to make new friends.. MAINTAIN OLD FRIENDSHIP. THINK OF WAYS TO ENCOURAGE HER WHILE I NEED IT TOO? studies. dunt mention about it. 0/10 for maths, 6.5/30 for chem 0.5/10 for chem as well. tutorials tht look alien to me. 3mths stuff to catch up. now canoeing is adding the stress to me.. though im in much hurt really. and when i need consolation the most, she left and went to her friends hse halfway in the night. she was in a foul mood tht day and i had to encourage her though it didnt help much. played soccer for a while cuz i REALLY NID TO UNWIND. guess she wasnt happy with that. though i felt like crying and breaking down. i tried my best to stand. shant elaborate wad happened exactly.
whilst i need encouragement, i had to give it to quan n neeeeky my best buddies. even their problems bugs me really. i cant help but think for them though i have SO MANY SHIT IN MY HEAD. but seeing them being better really makes me happier. i felt worse when i heard alfone contemplating between me and bealson for the team. i ALWAYS PLAY MY HEART OUT FOR THE TEAM AND THIS IS WAD I GET? i really sian 1/2. but well. i really express my gratitude to alfone and quan for encouraging me in studies. and fridays really help me man. meeting justin, lele, yx, zambak. though we seldom share personal shit. but well they are my buddies (:
project work.. tutorials FUCK IT ALL LA.
grandma, quan, neeeeky, json and alfone pls help me..
i really love you steph.
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21:50Y
Tuesday 17 April 2007
addicted to the song hero cuz of the hero in our school. physics tutorial is super fun with V partner. the bandage gives a x2 recovery, feel super good with it. went to cck the DBS to get my Nets today. went back to school to find steph, then went to lot 1 to eat. went to her hse for a while cuz she needed to get some stuffs. walked to yew tee the mac there. studied until around 8 plus? then walked around yew tee til around 9.30. she passed something to her friend then we walked to her hse the bus stop as i was gonna take 307. plucked up the courage to ask her la. said take it slow lorh. slow and steady wins the race hahaha. i felt tht i threw a super heavy rock away from me. at least i know how she feels la. SONG BO. hope things get better.
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23:39Y
Sunday 15 April 2007
i have nothing to say for this
valencia players givin the V sign
Ong brothers!
group pic with flashy background fkin cool
sunday! FINALLY WE WON!!!!! the score was 10-2 (: played the commonwealth ppl yea. more than half of them were from pjc i think. haha. asked yaojie frm canoeing to come help us play ya. went there then some ppl were playing liao -.- so we had to wait. then some other malay team asked us to play them if not cannot use field cuz they had the authorisation to play on tht field. asked the commonwealth ppl wanna mix team they say dunt want -.- so yea played the other team for 45 mins. lost 2-1 haha. then rested a while. a few of us played streetsoccer with the commonwealth team. then our real game started. the commonwealth ppl were fresher than us ya. but we still played better. they scored 1st i also dunno how. then yaojie scored. AND I SCORED WHOOHOOO!!!! and the scorers were justin x 3, neeeeky x2 bealson, bryan, alfred the keeper scored as well LOL. then alfred scored an own goal frm miscommunication with alfone. haha. our morale is super high. went home and went out again to study with audrey, stephanie and weidi.
kk i forgot wad happened the whole week la. i just summarise if can. boring monday i think. cant remember. boring tues if im not wrong. had canoeing training. wow must run 8 rounds each round timing cant exceed 1.45min. did some abs training with the medicine ball. had to hold our legs up horizontally for 3 sets each 1.30 min. the last one was 2 min -.- damn shag. wednesday had to stay back for some official shit. saw her in Taekwondo hahaha. saw samuel as well. went home with him haha. im black belt in it!! mai siao siao.
thursday. after sch i wanna wait for her so stayed back until 6 like tht. went with hongliang for his amaths tuition for an hour. until 5. walked home with her in the rain! (: haha. friday. after school went to gym for fun haha. wow i cant even use my arm strgth. but hey my right leg can lift 100kg! my left can lift 80kg. then played soccer after tht with leon and weidi and some dude. hahaha. then went home with weidi and her. weidi did something he shldnt do hahahaha. but i love it la. she asked me to hurry meet up with alfone they all but i see her leg sprain so worry la. then caught up with her and walked all the way to her hse then i chionged to jp. met up with alfone, teck, yx and lele. ate in the jade restaurant? i forgot wads it la. crapped alot la haha. went to play pool after tht. displayed my flair again LOL. alot bengs la there. sat. had sat on yaojies car again with shawn maureen and celine i guess. late LOL. so must do 250 push ups. had water training 1st. wow can balance K1 better than previously. can balance when its slow. so tried to go fast and twist more. not bad lotsa improvement. but keep capsizing. worse is tht i cut the sole of my feet in the water ZZZ. damn pain bled la kinda deep also. but i still wanna continue cuz very fun. but when capsize super pain. damn difficult to swim back la. then i wanna go home early. the capt let but the senior tht graduated one dunt let. ask me go rund 6.4km with the others WOW. went back to the shed, applied alcohol wipe DAMN PAIN, plastered and then i walked the whole 3.2km with derek hahaha. at the end we started running. we were holding each other cuz he damn shag my leg damn pain. brothers seh hahaha. canoeing rocks! we pushed each other on yea. my wound kept bleeding la, the plaster useless. alot of us went home early. then left very little ppl to do the 250 push ups LOL. shawn n i stoppped at the 7/11 ate chocolate and bought big gulp. then i went home. meeting the others to celebrate neeeeky's bdae. when i reached home i knocked out -.- heng my bro woke me up. met quan n weiyu at vivo. ate the beef fries 2 of them at carls jr. wanted to watch movie but no shows. then we slacked in the arcade. played the 2 bucks game 2 times. damn fun LOL. but money consuming. played pool, neeeky came la. flair once again LOL. then we slacked around damn long at the top floor. alfone came. then we went to swensens to eat la. WOWS DAMN CHEAP SIA. i shared baked chicken rice with my valencia counterpart. weiyu soloed one. quan soloed one 2 serving dish. neeeky ate beef steak i think. then i ate topless 5 hahaha. neeeky ate some others. took lotsa stupid pics. oh yea. before alfone came. some nb gangsters say acueme, which was excuse me la. i damn bosong fkin act cute. so i stared at the guy. then they not happy zzzz. they followed us la shit damn scary sia. they waited downstairs la. thinking we dunt dare come down. on the way down i just stared at them la fk care. in the end they also zhaoed. fkin giao thors. after tht we went home lorh. talked cock in the bus also.
today. went to weidi's hse 1st then yijie came then steffy came. studied la. then audrey came and we went to eat la. weidi went home with yijie 1st. i ate with them. audrey zhaoed home. so i walked home with her lorh. she gave me 1st aid! HAHA damn song. waited for 307 tgt on the bus stop. then i went home lorh. yay finally i can do my posb card liao. been so lazy to do for so long. kk i zhao liao bye
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22:10Y
Saturday 7 April 2007
kk woke up around 6 plus. got rdy and walked to shell station to get myself a milo bar and the 1 buck nutrisoy. took bus to shawn's hse cuz yaojie gonna longpang us to macritchie haha. funny thing is leon took taxi there and saw me and shawn waiting for yaojie. he called me and said he paid 9 bucks LOL. anyway we went there and was late -.- saw the capt of canoeing team on the bus to shawns hse btw. but shawn and i didnt own up la. cuz each person late = 50 push ups for whole team. so altogether 4 peeps late. 200. cool. had water training 1st. yea, did dry strokes. pretty interesting, the ex pjc person was teaching me yea. then rode the T1. haha kinda fun. but capsized dunno why LOL. yea. the was K1 the hardest to balance. pretty fun for 1st attempt. I ALMOST CAPSIZED ALOT TIMES. but dunno why managed to keep myself alive by hitting the water. went one round around the area before capsizing cuz i tried to be faster hahaha. second time same thing. one round and capsed. 3rd time worse. halfway have some canoe no eye one. almost knock me then i capsed. LOL. shit. anyways wasnt chosen to cont on the water. so had land training which was pretty much worse off. there was this super steep slope. had to SPRINT. up all the way then do 30 pushups 30 of 4 counts of jumping jacks and 30 crunches. -.- then must sprint down again. did this around 5-6 times i guess. feeling fainty. aggravated the cramps and aches i already had. then shawn said tht he carry the canoe halfway back to the shed then his partner just dropped the canoe on someone elses. WOW. then in the end we had to do 200. but she lenient ba. let us do 100. had leg cramps LOL. heng came at the correct time. so did around 50 only. then while walking back. the same guy suddenly just dropped the vests on the ground. must be have some syndrome. then comes the late punishment. had to do 200. wow. was like dying liao. my whole body was akin to being drenched in the rain, serious. all sweat la. then went with the canoe peeps to 7mile the bukit timah there to eat. ate chicken rice with egg added. super hungry.. had sugarcane juice and daohui with peanut dumpings. went to queensway with yaojie to buy the team bag. looks nice (: met Dajie rui ping on the bus there. on the way walkin to queensway. ate forbidden fruit LOL. shh. he bought his running shoes while i bought my bag yea. saw lotsa ppl there. bob, leonard, derek and chienhui ya. took 961 home. super shag. hope tml soccer can win(: end our drought -.- yay have yaojie to help us not bad. hahaha. WIN!! no lose.hai, no topics and balls to talk. cya.
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19:12Y
Friday 6 April 2007
last night couldnt sleep cuz my bro brought 2 friends home to stay over. realised tht i super rusty and couldnt play as well as last time in o2jam. slept at around 2? woke up around 12 plus. the plan was to get $$, go felicias hse to play mahjong then go buy the canoeing bag and contacts. but didnt get money cuz my dad woke up at around 3 plus 4. zz . then he said night time going to dine out to celebrate my mum and y.bro's bdae. went to clementi the sakura to eat buffet. darn the food ban. didnt eat much LOL. surprisingly. then went to visit my ahma(: omg could see her smile. i felt damn happy seriously. could see she super happy. for the 3 brothers to visit her tgt. cuz its usually me who go alone. I LOVE YOU! hope nxt week im free to visit her. reached home and saw a msg frm her. but SHE SENT WRONG LOL. i replied cuz i thot she nvr sent wrongly. sibei funny. kk night. gd luck for my canoeing tml. and monday chem test. and thurs maths test.
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22:51Y
Thursday 5 April 2007
okay. lectures and tuts -.- went for the canoeing trg. SHAG. plus had pe in the day as well. ran like 4 rounds then must sprint last 100m. -.- then had some circuits thingy. sprint then do 20 push ups then sprint and do 20 crunches, sprint and then do 20 counts of 4 jumping jacks then sprint back to starting. re-do again. all this = one set. we had to do 4 sets. DAMN SHAG.
tues.morn had to report at 7.20, melvin was late haha. then we all kena 70 push ups i think. wow havent recover frm yesterday la. then did dry strokes. shag x 2. same boring lectures and tuts. yea stayed in school with some classmates, i didnt go for the physics lecture make up. went to sit with audrey and stephanie played cards. then alvin joined us haha. then the 3 of us walked to cck. yar crapped along the way. then took 67 home from there talked lotsa shit with audrey. reached home around 8 i guess. then derek said the nanhua one not class one, he joining canoeing as well hahaha. then asked me wad time end sch tml. i searched my bag and found stephanies notes i was like OMFG? then i rmbed she had test tml. i thot im gonna be screwed. so i chionged outta my hse to cck mrt. dunno where she stays la -.- then called audrey and made my way there luckily i guess. it was like the middle of yew tee and cck -.- then stephanie said. TML MATHS TEST. i was WOW. anyways nvm la HAHA. she was wearing the gui gui specs la omfffgg. kk. see liao then i went back home x3 shag. ran all the way wad.
the nxt morn went to school to do 50 pullups. HENG NO ONE LATE. break record. x4 shag. boring lectures and tuts again. then went to macritchie for canoeing. wow. someone broke the damn paddle which costs 500 bucks. did the dry strokes 1st. then went into T2 with someone. t2 was bigger and easier to balance so not so bad haha. then came back dunno why the J2 pms. then start to pump us 100 times. WTF? did like 30 like tht then ask us re-do WOW. i was super shag. so never do the real ones LOL. but still super shag la. then went into K2 with shawn. was smaller and harder to balance plus have the thing at the bottom to steer the direction. kinda fun. 2 rounds then we capsized LOL. cuz beginning we almost lost balance then we survive. then super happy. then immediately capsized LOL. then we did 6 rounds damn cool. alot of times we saved each others arse. but in the end still capsize la. then debrief and we went to 7mile in bukit timah there to eat. WOW food ban cannot eat hk mee. ate duck rice set plus daohui with the tang yuans with peanuts. then some went home some of us went to KAP mac to study. CMI super tiredd. waited for the damn 67 to come. which took like sooo long to come -.- oh yea. something happened as well. the bus was super crowded so yaojie shawn and i were at the fron door tht area. then some fat biatch came up and said CAN U ALL PLS MOVE BEHIND? when theres no space. then reached the sch bus stop shawn and yaojie wanna alight frm the front door the person dunt allow. WTF? then also cannot move to the back wad. so they just alighted. then she give the pissed face and did the irritated sound. made me so dulan. so before i alighted i pointed the entrance/EXIT thing on the ezlink blue thing. and said its the exit as well. then i just zhaoed LOL. today also so-so ba. stephanie returned the file to me. boring lectures and tuts. after sch went to eat sushi with yingmin, deborah, chienhui and keyan. then went back school cuz her classes end at 6 haha. yea made a new friend called pei en. anyway she came out. wow she was tanned. looks better LOL. anyway played speed with pei en. then walked to lot 1 with alf and leon. then alf took mrt home then leon and i walked to his hse and my ahma hse respectively. BYEBYE.
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20:27Y
Sunday 1 April 2007
okay. went for soccer, reached caltex around 10. nb all late cept for quan, met him on the bus. played soccer until around 1 plus. there was quan, justin, lele, alf, weiyu, felicia and me. played 3-4. realised i could dribble better (: but still cannot do the mancini LOL. went for OPERATION GLM. the uncle i bwg him man. 3 bowls bu yao La. 2 bowls yi dian La. it became opposite. then my bowl he said no La at all. fk so spicy. had ou jian as well haha. and gan zhe. went to century to play pool. amazed people with my flair LOLS. played till around 5 plus. then alf went to church i went home to bath and then kimseng's dad longpang me to the kranji camp where i had the NDP training. kinda okay ba. ended around 9.30. LOL. i almost became another justin yea. took taxi home with kimsend cuz cannot tahan liao. thanks kimseng (: A friend in need is a friend indeed! reached home and my elder bro was like FK LA. lol. cuz manutd played darn lousily. plus vidic was injured. then worse still, blackburn scored. manutd failed to make their chances pay la haha. but well, thanks to my luck LOL. no la. they came back and won 4-1 wow. scholes dribbled past the def and scored. carrick scored. park jisung and solksjaer were on the scoresheet as well. WHOOTS
GLORY GLORY MANUTD. btw arsnl lose 4-1 to liverpool HAHAH.
played 18 holes of pangya with alfone yea. got -10 which broke the record to get 1k pangs song bo!! earned 2k plus and i emerged top so alot exp. (alfone tired) toma spined front and back in the game wihtout pills!! so happy. 1st time. kk so long!
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00:47Y
i have nothing to say for this
valencia players givin the V sign
