Saturday 31 May 2008
initially i wanna post some good and fun stuff like the overnight chats we had which were damn fun and the immense stupidity alfred showed us. however theres nothing in my brain cept for so many troubles. im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired mannnn can sleep just anywhere, COMMON TEST WITHOUT NOTES THANKS TO LAPTOP SCREWIN ME YET AGAIN JUST BEFORE THE EXAMS. and like that fucking kimseng in my head also, and ndp and this and that
JUST SO TIRING. i must go ndp cuz ive encouraged serene into going so i must do what i say. and for EVERYONE WITH PROBLEMS LETS GO BANG WALL WHEE
Labels: more bad luck worhs.
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20:21Y
Tuesday 27 May 2008
yay 35/50 for poa test but i still have to go for remedial! YAYS! BECAUSE I DONT DO TUTORIALS HAHAHAHAHA. NVM, i bet the teacher gonna teach all the important stuff to us on wed so that sat's common test for poa i will own.
life's such a bore.. sat hmm. i think we won 5-1 second half i was the goalie, zz let in one goal. sadness and sorrowX. i touched the ball but it still went in haizxczxc there goes our team's first clean sheetX. after soccer rushed down to np for NRA WHEEE. but then v pain cabbed 2 times. heng the person teaching also late. so i didnt miss the stretch and dance part. whew. did lotsa abs exercise. ouch. and a few triceps one. then started learning one choreo or chorehoreh or whatever i dunno how to spell. then rushed down to senja but missed the meeting. evon, evonne, yvon, yvonn, yvonne either one. gave me bread cuz i was broke and had no money for dinner. but well i forgot to take it with me when i rushed out of my house when i rushed home after meeting her and co. cuz i was gonna go expo with justin. went expo with justin christine went to find jerome, she later than me or and neeeky. expo was fun. saw kun ge T_T. stupid thing was justin and i missed the tanah merah stop. the idiot thing was 3 more ppl, from touch rug. chanced upon em, addie and celine and her bf. they missed the stop also LOL. had food fair addidas fair so fun. food fair was cool. rushed down for ndp.
ever felt like dirt? i did. so shag already cuz of the looooooooooong day, so after my ndp i called justin and asked where were they and they were AT marina square so i took the mrt there and rushed down but then i see nothing? so i rung him up again and OPPS i forgot you were coming. i was feeling so fucked up at that time so i decided to just go home and sleep cuz i was damn tired. i called him and msged up before i was coming and he can forget. kudos. perhaps the sight of ladies make him forget everything i do not know but then im not blaming now cuz im just so retarded to go out even when im so shag SO I JUST WENT HOME AND SLEPT.
Labels: dirt
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00:32Y
Thursday 22 May 2008
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS~ PAWNED CHELSEA IN BOTH HAHA LOSERS. TERRY CRY GOOD, DROGBA STUPID. GRANT RETARD. MANUTD BEST. WORTHED MY TIME WATCHIN. AND I DID SOMETHING TODAY THAT REQUIRES LOTSA BALLS MAN. RICKY OWES ME LUNCH NOW
Labels: EPL AND CHAMPS LEAGUE
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06:10Y
Tuesday 20 May 2008
LETS ALL LISTEN TO MCR SONG DEAD!
CUZ IM GONNA DIE LATER IN SCHOOL. EITHER LITERALLY OR FIGURATIVELY. IT STILL ELUDES ME. CUZ I FUCKING FEEL DAMN TIRED EVERYDAY LIKE MACHINE SPOIL LIKE THAT. NEED WHOLE BODY CHECK UP SOON. I SENSE SYSTEM FAILURE.
NOW I STILL NEED TO CONTEND WITH POA. CUZ I SPENT ONE WHOLE DAY STUDYING DSS TO NO AVAIL CUZ I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND SIMI COUNTIF AND COUNTIFS SUMIFS AND SUMIF AND VLOOKUP AND THE TEXTBOOK ISNT MUCH OF A TEXTBOOK.
POA. ZZZ 4 UNITS TO LEARN. G_G T_T O_O~ LA.
Labels: DEAD
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01:13Y
Monday 19 May 2008
np's been cool so far.
fate is true, i believe in it. because i keep chancing upon the same person.
with ppl like glenn, yang and hang, its fun. used yh's survey to fake it and used it to get ladys number and email. its purely for fun alright.
i think i know more ppl now in touch rug. somehow in np. i see lots of familiar faces but i do not know their names, esp when they just come and chat with you with me not even knowing them.
laptop crashed as you all know. took the guy 3 trips to fix it all. the mom board spoil, bluetooth hardware also, ram and many much more. thanks to it my blaw G_G. must chiong dss and poa test liao. soccered from 5 to 10 on wed. ndp on thurs. i find cecilia and felicia both damn funny. hi Y_Y. friday mahjong. lost erm. 13 bucks. balls. ate with the grp. sat. rot whole day. ndp night. fun. pizza hut free. supper with justin quan fone and neeeky.
today. woke up 9. met wai cheong ricky to head to amk hub mac to meet wei i and kenneth and mei ting. did bmgt and dss pbl. slacked and did poa and dss. 11-11 man wth, all left early cept for me and waicheong. saw this dawmn pretty and hawt girl who grad from njc alr. and the bf erm. zz. had a jolly fun time chatting with YINGXIN. caps alr happy? and eh boring day lo.
sometimes its just so disappointing yet saddening to see your friend in that state. that bloody bugger is so anti social now. or perhaps mugging like siao IN POLY. worse off than him studying for o lvls. its just one day and he keep procrastinating.
Labels: Summary of the week
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02:00Y
Sunday 11 May 2008
i dont understand why i am so suay until cannot suay seriously. its like dunno how long since things have worked well for me, cept that i got into NRA WHOOOOOO!
when i need to study for 2 TEST, 5+5 = 10% my laptop crashed. cool beans. and the more i wash my face, the more pimples come out. and when i wait for the damn bus for so long, i chose another alternative, i will see the bus which i initially wanted to hop on, behind the current bus im on. or perhaps when i keep losing money on soccer bets. its like i lost just by abit only, take for example the freaking italy game. or when my left ankle goes loose now which hurts bad. or when i asked for a bag, my mum wanted to give me lousy and shit type, and worse they are gonna go get him the bag he wants at bukit panjang plaza. because my bro's in hwa chong? and i couldnt get my A lvl cert and go into Uni just like my elder bro? or perhaps when my bro plays the com nothing happens but when i do ONCE IN A WHILE AT HOME CUZ I KEEP PLAYING IN SCHOOL NOW THEY KP. or perhaps when i start to watch a movie? or perhaps when my com crashed they said i played too much? and when my bros laptop spoilt they were so LETS GO REPAIR IT (: or when he dont even need it for studies and i need mine badly. or when my ndp group has no friends in it and perhaps even if have also v far. or perhaps i got dumped by steph. or perhaps i couldnt make it into the soccer team. or perhaps i got wacked because i played mahjong, or perhaps ive got the same allowance as my y.bro even when im in tertiary education or perhaps when i asked for more in sec they didnt want me to spend, and perhaps they gave my bro more cuz he can save, or perhaps cuz he had the extra money to save and i dont have, or perhaps i need clothes slippers and stuff but i dont have, or perhaps i cant join the cca i want cuz my dad keep kp, or perhaps i need to go home early like a dog, or perhaps my parents wanna control me, like getting my timetable, or perhaps they need to know everything i do, or perhaps everything i do needs to link with school work, or perhaps my dad always vent his anger on me, or my computer, or my laptop. or maybe because i spend too much or so they claim. perhaps they only give me daily allowance and when they forget to give me i have no money. or perhaps say that its either studies or work cannot both. thats why perhaps i have no savings at all. or even if i do, when i need to go out on weekends i get nothing. perhaps nothing i do pleases them so perhaps i need to please them like my bros do. perhaps i need to stay at home to study 24/7. or perhaps out of so many fucking laptops only mine have problem. out of so many touch pads mine have probs as well, or out of so many laptops only mine keep disconnecting. perhaps my flu has been with me for almost a year coming on and off without really healing, or perhaps i cant grow taller anymore or broader, or perhaps i cant do stuff like my friends. like going out for supper, perhaps staying over, perhaps staying out late, perhaps x10000 other things. perhaps when something bad happens, 1st thing its me not other ppl like my y.bro whos always so innocent to them, perhaps i have nothing against my bros cept for my parents. perhaps nothing else matters cept for good stuff to happen now.
Labels: bad luck always befalls on me.
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20:02Y
Wednesday 7 May 2008
seriously i cant believe why the government wants people to have more f*** time and produce more babies.
1. the traffic is always congested in the peak hours
2. the bus is always full (thats why im late haha)
3. even when you reach school, you have to wait to go into the lift. just too many people around
4. all youngster use the condoms when having 'fun' time' (there are exceptions like brians friend)
5. I CANT BE LATE ANYMORE
Labels: Singapore Policies
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09:51Y
Sunday 4 May 2008
couldnt sleep prolly due to flu. slept at around 2 plus and woke up at 6.15 -.- met the team and headed down to tiong bahru mrt when we find out the gan eng seng sch only one goalpost, damn gj. ref thoooooooolarns. lucky we got him to go to the field at commonwealth.
played like crap at first half and conceded from a corner. 2nd half played cm instead of cb. they scored from another corner. justin crossed vu controlled i took the ball from him turned to my right and shot with left, weak shot but still went in cuz keeper noob. still say malek cant kick far. super kp team but fk noob team. nb kick my leg until now super pain zz. get our team back and pawn u noobs next time (: justin scored the equaliser. so we drew 2-2. 2nd half > them.
well you probably got another person already and do not give a hoot about anythin. for me, poly = new start. byebye
Labels: Quite Satisfied Today.
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00:23Y
Friday 2 May 2008
ponned IS to watch ironman, definitely worthed it.
so disappointing, played like shit, didnt get the ball much, there goes my dream. *poof* shattered, gone. everything. i've done nothing in 18 years of my life to be proud of. my parents will be like, wtf soccer cannot, studies cannot. next time how? to make things worse, there were shitty players who went in just cause they got involved in the game blabla, the coach werent even looking at the game properly. though i sucked today and actually almost every game. but its just so disappointing, pales in comparison from last week. noobs like me will find it hard to impress other soccer players. even if you'd fucking run to death, its just no use. you have to play and get involved, SCORE GOALS. do impressive stuff which i cant do. i cant score cant tackle cant run cant do shit. its like i just cant do things right. i just hope that tmr will all go well for our team. cuz like 8 of our team players cant make it. i just hope that nothing will go wrong. tmr's game is damn important for insignifant players like me. losing is just too common and we shall hope for a win tmr. well some may think its just a friendly so anyhowplayattitude. but its fucking important. i need to find a place where i feel comfortable and confident at.
Labels: disappointment.
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23:48Y
theres just something i really need to let out. after mahjong, yx's dad fetched me to 2 stops after lot1 for bus 307. i decided to walk the path of which i used to walk daily for around a month or more.
that walk is just so different without you around. no one ticking me off when i was too close to the road then waiting for the light to go green, or someone to pull me back. fyi its my habit to stand near the road. or when i see you pout and put ur hands onto your face. or claim that school is boring and you need a life. or when you say you are gonna go poly. complain about stress. or when u bandaged me. when you were worried about my leg. or when we study together, most of the time i was just looking at you. or when you always say you have to wait damn long for 307 and my standard reply was, when you are with me 307 sure come v fast which was very funny cuz it always came in less than 5 mins. or you waiting together with me at your bus stop for the bus. its just so over. i saw you again just recently. its just so different.
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00:06Y
Thursday 1 May 2008
well gotta say my new life certainly is much better than last year's though something is missing or someone.
schools been okay, getting to know my classmates better, and IS class and DSS class, theres my groups, john and glenn who loves soccer too. in poly, friend's friend = your friend.
ate botak jones with glenn and his friends. so-so la, ate at jsons hse there. went to play mahjong at my hse. lost 6 bucks. the thing im bo song is that i only fed one time as in fed a win, which was 40 cents. CRAP. and tht antenna won 21 bucks -.-
ndp is gettin fun cuz can see lotsa hawt 20+ ladies around HAHA. womenly (: and ya friends from npsd and soka friends as well, cept for some IDIOT WHO NEVER KEPT TO HIS PROMISES. oh theres one chelsea fan and arsnl fan, but i argued with wenli more often cuz arsnl is out of the pic and she supports chelsea lol. CHELSEA SUCKS. AND YES MANUTD GOT INTO THE FINALS OF CHAMPS LEAGUE COURTESY FROM A SCHOLESY TRADEMARK FINISH.
enthu quan came over haha.
today went np played and i realised one important theory, its important to be early, but be the earliest of the late ones and not be punctual.
vegetarian dinner was as nice as ever, loves my grand ma to the max (: my cousins birthday plus celebrate mama day. ate like hellah lot.
hope my granddad from my dad side recovers from 3rd stage lung cancer.
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23:33Y
