Tuesday 29 July 2008
ive never been so determined to the fact ive rejected brian 2 times. lunch for yesterday and mahjong for today. im so terribly sorry. but for this sat sun and mon. i have to sacrifice. i will mug till friday so my parents wont kp. this friday's DSS is for me to own ba. full marks. after this week. i will mug my maec blaw poa and bmgt ftw. hehe so happy thanks to justin today. inside stuff ^^ i love my laptop now. anyways tmr jamming with the dudes. prolly the last jamming session with brian the fag so thats why im going. SO TONIGHT MUG MUG MUG. RUNNING AWAY TMR FTW HAHAHAHAA. LEAD PIANIST. TOO GOOD? ate justins brownie today. shit gonna get diabetes. too sweet alr G_G. justins prolly worse. its with love for him. so hes gonna get diabetes today ba. AND IVE REACHED LVL 15 OF THE WORLDS HARDEST GAME YES
Labels: determined
A Secret That Can't Be Told
20:54Y
Thursday 24 July 2008
how can anyone be so stupid to the extent of taking 18 years to be enlightened?
finally it dawned upon me seriously. i need to set my priorities right NOW. more for my family and MY interest. MY studies and MY life.
1. personal benefits
2. personal gains
3. personal (anything you can think of)
4. faith in religion
5. family
im doing stupid things throughout my life. as some wise old sage says. fillial piety is the most important instead of loyalty and righteousness.
but i've given up hope. no matter how much i try to be optimistic. new stuff keeps coming. take for example my hoodie. i have no faith in my laptop and i really believe that it will fail me ONE week before the major exams again. i love challenges haha.
i conclude that i do not love myself enough. if i dont love myself how can i love anyone?
Labels: immense stupidity
A Secret That Can't Be Told
22:17Y
Wednesday 23 July 2008
firstly, i left my hoodie at the court. 2ndly justin made me WAIT ONE WHOLE FUCKING DAY DOING NOTHING. ndp was quite alright. 3rdly whats up with being an epic loser? a sore one at that. you the winner? sorry we the devils we ought to shut the fuck up.
F.Y.I winning was very important to me as i nEED TO PROVE MY WORTH AT SOMETHING. i care not the 100. OUT ALREADY STILL SO SORE. WE DIDNT EVEN USE THE SP PLAYER BUT OWNED YOU FAIR AND SQUARE FUCKING ASTRO SHIT FUCK. GO STUDY YOUR IT LA CHEEBYE. AND PAY HEATH LEDGER SOME RESPECT CB
Labels: epic loser
A Secret That Can't Be Told
23:39Y
IM GONNA PIA 蒲公英的约定 AND RUNNING AWAY BY MIDNIGHT HOUR. IVE FOUND EM. however running away sheets are incomplete dang.
Labels: Piano
A Secret That Can't Be Told
16:20Y
Tuesday 22 July 2008
WTF IM GODLIKE CCB IMBA FUCK.
I PLAYED A LVL 17 SONG IN O2JAM SPEED 3.0 AND THE SONG IS SONATINE 14-1
AND I DIDNT GET ANY GOOD NOR BAD NO MISSES. ALL COOL WTF 1251 HITS OR
Labels: IMBA
A Secret That Can't Be Told
16:36Y
Sunday 20 July 2008
i figured that i forgot what i have done for the past week so i shall start on friday. had diarrhoea in the morn damn goodjob so i was late for the group meeting but luckily i was early for class lol. had to chiong mu LMS blog in class while helpin my group edit what they did earlier on. so much trouble. ended at 3 and met yh and antenna to head for brians house and that dickhead was late cuz when he called he was still at orchard. waited for him and ate the crawford lanes bakchormee which was insanely imba due to the fact there was not only vinegar but great elasticity of the mee yum yum.
here comes the suayness of ozy again. he lent his student
EEEEEEZEEEEEEE link card to yh cuz he wanna save on her transport fare as i had student pass and hers was tertiary one. ( f.y.i i was from JC DROPOUT OKAY FUCKING ANTENNA so my ez link card expires end of this year)
out she goes and he played mahjong with CA brian and antenna. losing about 5 bucks alr when he received a call from AH HUU. she told him that the card was confiscated and i dunno what happen exactly but he must pay 50 bucks i think. to get the card back or something. SADNESS XXXXXXXX now travelling is so mafunnn for me as i have to go for NDP AT MARINA AND MEETINGS AT TAMPINES OMFG. i doubt i have enuff coins for transport later G_G. then after that. she called him and she was crying. really crying and that worried the hell outta him. so the 4 of them decided to end their mahjong game. somehow he was dumb enough to rush out of the house when the 3 others werent going, and he realised he had no moneh nor the cards to take any form of transport. but then AH HUUU said she was at RP already and so there wasnt any point in going RP cuz there was JUSTIN there already. so we cont with our mahjong till XII fong. and i minimised my losses to 3 bucks whee.
headed to century to pool and ate at the hongkong cafe. the usual chat and stuff. yx was being unbelievably kaobei that day but it was damn funny. yx hl le quan me rome brian ca shaun neeeky alfone were the ones there. brian was the one taking every hit from quan when he did nothing LOL. brian was kaobeing about someone else but well who cares? its always the same ending for brian. so all of em came over to my hse supposedly to chiong lotr trilogy. cept for ant and CA. justin yh and christine came over. slacked for quite a while. shant elaborate on what we did which made yh interested in.
the movie was exciting but everyone knocked out cept for mee neekies brian christine and rome. the movie second part hanged until i buay tong so i knocked out
Labels: tired
A Secret That Can't Be Told
13:11Y
Wednesday 16 July 2008
guess whats the best thing to happen when you totally immersed in your project and playing the piano. stepping on your dogs peepee. i was discussing with kenneth about the bmgt proj and WORSE I HAD TO COMPILE ALL THE DATA INTO EXCEL SO MAFAN ALR. i wont forget about our business proposal though kenneth, full of racism LOL. anyways im so stressed out so i decided to get some food and play the piano. i already knew there was pee on the floor as my bros beeating the hell out of belle. then when i returned to the study room i stepped on the peepee cool.
-edit.
i just went to my friends blog and i read her post. it led me to my guilt. i havent been doing my part as a grandchild.. from now on i swear that i will visit my gramps everyweek after my exams. for now i think i will go soon. i don't even feel sad nor do i feel concerned until i read yingxin's post and some random persons post about their loved ones leaving them. how long do i need to learn that i have to cherish stuffs around me before they are gone. what an idiot.
I NEED TO SCORE IN MY FINAL EXAMS
Labels: goodjob
A Secret That Can't Be Told
23:15Y
Tuesday 15 July 2008
today while at brians house
some girl added me or maybe some pinoy's earning 2 bucks an hour
her emails
thelmahodydez@hotmail.comyou can add her if you want to.
she put up a sexy disp pic of her body without her face
already so suspicious. her 1st question already ask a/s/l (:
so i just answered 18 male spore
then she wanted webcam or soemthing. so she gave an excuse that she webcamming someone else
ask me click one link to see her or something/ fark off la even dropouts like me also know fake one
brian asked me to play along but so stupid -.-
so i just said.
sorry but im very shagged cuz 10 000 of my potential babies died on your fucking mums face.
and i just blocked her ba.
and today alfred and i were talking
he said something like
A: sian now need pay transport fee myself
O: aiya parents like that one, you work means everything bao kah liao
A: next year im not paying ..
O: lol
A: im walking home no matter what
O: your house so close
A:unless its Lelia L_L
LOL
Labels: lelia-ed
A Secret That Can't Be Told
22:23Y
sian laaaaaa. i think im not gonna score for my maec test ba. there was this question that made my dumbfounded. so i decided to have my revenge and pass the dumbfounded-ness to my teacher.
Q: what is balanced budget
A: a budget that is balanced
besides that i met alot people yesterday, like cecilia felicia rachel alvin and Y_Ys friend and pei ying and katherine and christine and abby and jiahui. im not gonna mention that khairul. heavy colour light friend.
ate dinner with the usual. + yh and mag. ahzar = inspirational places like
Q: GET KICKED IN THE BALLS REAL HARD OR LICK SOME FAT UGLY LADIES FOR E.G CUTIE MAY'S REALLY HAIRY PUSSY
A: ..........
tough question right.
at brians house currently cuz i decided to pon sch YO. mahjonging later i guess.
Labels: exam
A Secret That Can't Be Told
13:35Y
Monday 14 July 2008
i dont understand how one can be so suay to the extend of losing ones calculator just before ones exam.
Labels: fuck
A Secret That Can't Be Told
13:27Y
Sunday 13 July 2008
im feeling seriously exhausted i do not know why. i feel weak everywhere. my health seems to be in need of serious zhnging. when will all this end. i seriously do hope that we can turn back time. to sec 3 so i can take my studies seriously. to last year so that i would have made a better choice regarding mag issues. but till now i think its still the best way as that was her choice and mine. though regretful but i guess we must live with it huh.
these 2 are my biggest regrets of my life. but somehow i didnt really regret going into jc as i met alfone, which led to weeteck yx and le.
hope i can do something about my studies NOW.
Labels: tired
A Secret That Can't Be Told
21:45Y
Thursday 10 July 2008
been brianing for the past few days and slacking. went to cck with justin today to do his damn ezlink card which took damn long. this is his photo LOL.
looks like khairul. he lost 20 i lost 10. too sickening alr the rest of them. yh taught me how to play 2 songs yesterday and i taught her mj. but i guess she doesnt understand. i rmb she said something which made me choke on water..
ozy: wah that time fabian cough out blood sia
yh: real blood or not
LOL.
slacked at brians house below again. but didnt manage to see shootings stars today.. brian slept like a dick .jpg)
im getting irritated, we were ranting about the imperfections of our skin. such lousy complexion. wtf MY PIMPLES ALL COMING OUT AGAIN SIAN LA
Labels: slack
A Secret That Can't Be Told
01:08Y
Wednesday 9 July 2008
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
arbo
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
ozy need cut hair?
(&)(@)17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©・｢・E・ﾌ・・・S・ﾅ・A・､・・・ｳ・ｯ・ﾔ says:
$$$$$$$$ I CANNOT ALR
(&)(@)17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©・｢・E・ﾌ・・・S・ﾅ・A・､・・・ｳ・ｯ・ﾔ says:
DUNNIT
(&)(@)17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©・｢・E・ﾌ・・・S・ﾅ・A・､・・・ｳ・ｯ・ﾔ says:
I JUS DID OR
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
ozy wan pei me ?
(&)(@)17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©・｢・E・ﾌ・・・S・ﾅ・A・､・・・ｳ・ｯ・ﾔ says:
why u ask me want cut hair
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
make exlink
(&)(@)17j0aQu1n™ ❤OZY ®©・｢・E・ﾌ・・・S・ﾅ・A・､・・・ｳ・ｯ・ﾔ says:
then wad we do
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
ez*
(¯`·._.·[¤wñªgê.ðë.ñúß™]·._.·´¯) ㋡ ・c ☯ ????????????, ???????????? says:
go pull his fur.
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
if u wan cut i oso cut ba
[ j u s t i n ] 19 - 11 says:
my fur too long
LOL @ NOOB
LOSE SO MUCH MONEY STILL LIKE THAT HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
Labels: noob tart
A Secret That Can't Be Told
00:40Y
Monday 7 July 2008
CANT PEOPLE RESPECT US WHEN WE ARE IN THE MIDST OF A SONG? I WAS SO INTO THE MOOD AND YOU FUCKING HAVE TO RUIN IT. GO OPEN THE DOOR YOURSELF LA LAZY FUCK. AND KEEP IRRITATING ME UNTIL I CANT CONTINUE MY PIANO. SHOW THE PERSON PLAYING THE PIECE SOME RESPECT PLEASE. I HATE IT WHEN PPL INTERUPT ME IN THE MIDDLE. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
on the other hand. ive found one companion, somehow i've derived joy from our sorrows as we both empathise each other and understand the pain (esp the holes in our pockets)
financially, i guess we could have had a small shop with the amount we owe.
Labels: respect
A Secret That Can't Be Told
23:41Y
how many times must a person face setbacks before he can really gather himself back and on track. people say its not the failure that determines oneself, however its the courage and ability to stand up after you fall. i havent done that. ive been wasting my life for a year and near 2. and i havent come back to reality from my deep slumber. secondary school days are over, new responsibilities appear but it seems ive been running away from them.
1. manage my finance
so i can pay back all my debts
2. manage my time
so i can study and play
3. manage my impulse
so i can concentrate
4. ignore everything that doesnt concern me
so i have more time for myself
to do that i guess i need to regain my faith in my religion.
im gonna control myself from going out unless it concerns brian whos gonna leave for america.
i've learnt something from luffy, once i've set myself to do something i cannot back down even if its wrong, or what others perceive it to be. just do what you deem fit and feel its right for you. GOGO!
p.s we can do it together my friend who will always be there for me.
Labels: luffy
A Secret That Can't Be Told
21:12Y
gj lost 27 in 2 poks today. andrew was being too sickening today. tireddddd slept a while, FEDERER'S LOSING WTF CMON FEDERER. somehow i think if you're busy or something please tell the other party and stop keeping the the initiator waiting for NUTS. best is dont reply at all like brian at least its not so fucked up. if reply until so mian qiang then dunt reply at all la easy?(generalise) at least have the decency thanks. AND BRIAN PLEASE FUCKING REPLY ME IDIOT
one for example is christine, so guys out there please do not do these as it irritates the fuck outta anyone.
for the soccer game i didnt get the ball so i dont bother explaining. read our teams blog. i guess next time just let me keeper whole game ba. that way perhaps i may get the ball. just shuff me any shit positions ba.
edit: FEDERER LOST WTF, CAME BACK FROM 2 SETS DOWN TO MAKE IT A FINAL SET BUT STILL LOSE CB.
Labels: irritated
A Secret That Can't Be Told
01:33Y
Friday 4 July 2008
couple of things to blog about but im kinda lazy, read brians blog for more info.
SAW A SHOOTING STAR, JUST TOO GOOD OR?
anyways i guess im prepared for tmrs game or so. been sleeping before 12 or 1 cept for one day for this week. cut my nails. dug my ears.
tmr we must win.
Labels: stress
A Secret That Can't Be Told
23:26Y
