my damn sore throat and flu is really pissing me off. since tuesday evrything has been going super wrong.. couldnt sleep for the past few days literally. damn tired mentally and physically. it is really been on my mind for these few days. cant stop thinking abt it. i really need an answer. stop givin me those one liner smses.. i feel so distant all of the sudden.. i really cannot take it anymore. why must this happen? i cant find a reason seriously.. its like giving and not receiving. perhaps its that i suck big time? i just need an answer.. im on the brink of breaking down.. watched spiderman 3 with the dudes today. kinda nice movie and yea. it seems that the same things are happening. learnt something, i always have a choice no matter wad. im gonna seek the answer. maybe im thinking too much but i really feel tht way.. things get worse when my dad gives me those sarcastic smses. cool shit. yea and im not going back to home SWEET home.. at quans hse currently. no matter wad the answer is, i really love you, even if we're not together or wad. even if u hate me, please do not ask me to get lost... im trying so hard not to think about anything but i cant help it..
