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Tuesday, 31 July 2007

IM SO UNLUCKY. THANKS (: SO MANY LUCKY STUFFS HAPPENED. LIKE TML MY MUMS MEETING THE HOD OF MATHS? PLUS I WAS LATE TODAY FOR SCHOOL? DUE TO THE FACT THAT I DROPPED MY CONTACTS ON THE FLOOR AND TOOK A HELLAH TIME TO FIND? OR ISIT BECUZ OF THE FACT THAT MY EYE IS INFECTED AND YELLOW PUS IS COMING OUT? SO ON AND SO FORTH? WHY I WANNA STUDY THEN ALL THESE STUFFS HAPPEN? I DUNT WANT TO STUDY THEN NEVER? KNNCCBFKKYOUNAOHIATAMSDELAHNARBSCHEEBS. but well these pieces of shit aint gonna put my down and out. im stronger than you think i am. fate you are one noobshit. think that i will give up? DREAM ON HA.

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the shittier version of the group pic LOL.

group pic! before the cemetery trip.

The 7 guys in my class (:

okay had bbq to celebrate jsons and shuweis birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. last sat's fireworks was a-mazing. studied like i never di for the whole year on sunday. went to some concert last friday. today ownzors. didnt sleep cept for 15 mins in chinese tut and econs lect each. song baos. volleyball was fun as well hahaha.

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Thursday, 26 July 2007

haha. this weeks fine. cept for the effing stressed day. today's maths lecture was a torture.. yea i think mr.lim is satisfied with my current performance. initially he said he gave up on me. but well i was attenive and contributed in clas so he treated me quite indifferently. (:(: but maths lecture was a killer. i was really darn tired and halfway through to lalaland~ but the blardy indian lecturer kept waking me up and the whole lecture was like staring at me or? damn embarrassing but i still dozed of a couple of time and the same thing happened LOL. but the 1st time she caught someone was CHUANYEW OKAY. BUT MY WHOLE CLASS TURNED AND LOOKED AT ME AS THOUGH I SLEEP ONE. ESP AUDREY. but after them i proved them right though HAHA. whoo! jap cemetery trip. our class was with a few other classes. sam jason and nigel they all were there as well. kinda fun day. WATCH ME I DIDNT SLEEP IN THE AFT WHEN I CAME BACK. AND IM NOT SLEEPING AND IM GONNA MUG FOR TMLS MATHS TEST 23/23 FOR THE WIN!

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Tuesday, 24 July 2007

okay. sorry for the previous post. i guess i was effing stressed out. but today my geepee is GGfied. haha. and went to eat with s10 ppl and they bombarded CA and I tons of questions anyway, went home and slept until now
SONG SIA. kk i gotta rush out my WR. bye folks.

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Monday, 23 July 2007

wow. woke up at around 7 like tht almost late for sch. sorry alfone. slept the whole 1hr 30 mins for chinese. DAMN TIRED. had chem tut, forgot to bring my stuff. zz. had econs lecture btu i plan to give econs up so i did maths. had PW in the library and then maths tutorial we had to do functions. had volleyball for PE again kinda fun and played with the guys.

im really loving my classmates. esp adilla's group. they keep encouraging me on (:
and sorry zona for doing a dumb shit thing again. I CANT BELIEVE WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN 2 TIMES. FUCK IT PLEASE. the guys are a bunch of maniacs which i love as well. now i really cant bear to retain as i wunt be with my current class anymore. BUT I HATE JC. aND CMON LA. SO MANY SURVEYS HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FINISH IT TODAY. AND I DUNT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO TYPE FOR THE WR. FUCK IT. WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN? I CANT EVEN FINISH MY CURRENT WORKLOAD AND I HAVE TO REVISE MY PAST NOTES CUZ I DUNT EVEN KNOW A FUCKING THING ABOUT THE PREVIOUS CHAPTERS. ARE YOU PLAYING ME OR WHAT? PWPWPWPW FUCK OFF LA. CAN I HAVE A FEW MONTHS BREAK AND COME BACK NXT YEAR AS A RETAINEE? I CANT FUCKING TAKE THIS ANYMMORE. DAMN TIRED EXHAUSTED LETHARGIC ANYTHING YOU NAME IT I WILL SHOW YOU. BUT I CANT RETAIN. I LOVE MY CLASSMATES AND MY GRANNY AND MY PARENTS AND EVERYONE ENCOURAGING ME. AND I AM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED WITH WHAT I HEARD TODAY. ONE WORD. FUCK.

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Sunday, 22 July 2007

TOO MANY TO LOAD LIAO LA. sorry A1 peeps if i never put our pic but this ones funny.

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sat's was one hellah day. prepared and met kimseng at clementi mrt. took mrt all the way till tampines. sit the train until bah tok tia. reached ICA and changed my jeans and shoes. played winning 11 YEA! won brazil okay with argentina, professional mode 1-0 (:(: as usual reached the holding site near the stadium. ate shitty food once again zxcxz which calls for supper later LOL. changed to the costume and i made a shitty mistake. zxcxz. i went to put fuondation on my face. BWG MAN. the lady put so much on my face it took me DARN long to remove it after the performance. they coloured my eyelid gold and added glitter. it sucked. totally. im never doing it again. the performance was cool. made no mistakes. haha. then went to see singacitys performance and then we went for the finale. wasnt as fun as last weeks as the fireworks sucked plus the atmosphere wasnt as high as last weeks kids. after the whole thing went to meet precy, jacq and dawn at suntec city maul with kimseng. haha. long time nooo seee. then went back to marina square to find the rest of our group ppl. they were celebrating benny IC's birthday there. expensive yo. 15 bucks for me and kimseng hahaha. we ate once again tgt. then some metal stuff was inside the chicken man WADDAHELL. i was chewin it as i thought it was something else until it cant be chewed upon so i spat it out and wow. but they changed it for me hahahaha. saw my ex ndp group member thee working haha.

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Friday, 20 July 2007

sian man this week. lemme see.went for daimokukai on wednesday at ICA tampines yea. after my cca. went for my cca with boss. kinda so-so ba hahhaa. then rushed home take o lvls eng format zxcxz i forgot again. I REALLY HAVE SHORT TERM MEMORY. then k i remembered we went kbox until very late with the dudes. at lot1. damn ex la but very fun as usual. today damn sian. went to eat jacks place with some of my classmates. then went home to put my stuffs and head back to school for some cip. haha. went to some hsing area in cck to give out flyers and ask them to donate bloood. kinda fun as a class hahahaa. then went home immediately and yea didnt regret going home LOL.LOL. i think we took some pics

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Wednesday, 18 July 2007

sian man. want to do eom also cannot. got the blardy microsoft words problem cheebs. still didnt do anythin worth to be proud of. gg liao dunnit promote ler. haha played minesweeper dare-dare version with hysen till around 2. he dared me once but i dared him 5 times LOL. damn funny. kk night.. damn this blardy life.

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Sunday, 15 July 2007

ive just realised ive wasted almost the whole year with less than 2 months remaining for the promos. whole years shit in less than 2 months?
thts like one whole subject for 2 weeks.. MATHS CHEM ECONS PHYSICS ZZZ. guess i cant go out on fridays ler...... SIAN. but i will go justins and quans bdae celebration no matter wad la. i nid tutors ASAP! im really way far behind everyone.. i hate the person whom ive became. im getting really short tempered when talking to my elders cept for my granny! she never fails to call me weekly to find out how i am doing (: but i never fail to disappoint her with my shitty grades. im like all talk no action?
i think the only time she was happy was when i got back my O lvl grades.. ive gotta stop sleeping in tuts and lectures and i gotta do my tuts on time but HOW? when i dunt understand a single shit. i feel damn lethargic no matter wad happens and i do not know why. WHY?

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DAMN HIGH MAN TODAY. LOL. kk heres some pics after the show. THE FIREWORKS DAMN NICE OR? plus the fact we couldnt stop highing. went to kenny rogers with the treat of the older grp members but yea i think we should pay them back nxt week. heres some candid shots of me. i bwg. and whoo my hair done by those ppl. HIGH.

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Saturday, 14 July 2007

my mission starts now no matter how tough it is!

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IM SAVING THIS BLOG MAN ALL OF YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE.

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Thursday, 12 July 2007

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Monday, 9 July 2007

WTH? i felt darn disappointed this morning when i cant even do a simple thing like waking up earlier. in the end alf's mum had to turn up to fetch me literally almost at my doorsteps. wheres my sense of shame? blardy hell you better wake up your idea ozy. schools boring tried to no doze off but did eventually.. didnt sleep early last night cuz i was watching federer and nadal and was chatting on msn. FEDERER WON! im prepared to lose money to 3 birthdays. one to my niece, one to my ong brother and the other to my worker. haha. P.E sucked today. literally suck my fart. it was volleyball, now how cool can that be -.- went home with alfone after tht. BORING. cant wait for wednesday's training. 话语cool! I HAVE A FETISH FOR CHINESE NOW OR? baby 你就是我的位移。 thanks i know my chinese damn pro. dunt judge a C6 by its cover. byebye.

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Sunday, 8 July 2007

waffak. ive been thinking alot for the past month. ive really did alot things ive regretted.. the only things im not regretting is when i go out with my buddies (: and looking at 'scenery'-justin will understand this part. i really regretted going to a JC. i feel that nowadays i get agitated quite easily.. this is really my worse year of my life man. worse than my sec 3 failing year and sec 4 o lvls. sometimes things really arent going ur way.. today was like zzz. unlucky until i bth. i feel to restricted by my parents.. keep coping my beloved computer away from me -.- but well if i dunt always disappoint them like i always do. they will have more trust in me if i wasnt so rebellious ba hahaha. I MADE 2 BIGGEST MISTAKE AND REGRET OF MY LIFE THIS YEAR!
1. hope to spare some time for my granny
2. hope my aunt get well soon.
3. hope this years ndp a success
4. hope i dunt retain or kena kick out.
5. hope i change for the better
6. hope my parents wunt quarrel over me.
7. hope our family can bond better.
8. hope manutd win the nxt season with a treble

damn sian la. man proposes heaven disposes. aiya ups and downs right? i will become the ah zhi in the tie xie bao biao one! suffering humiliation is the way to succeed!
and damn. i have to fork out money for some niece birthday. WTH? oh yah i wunt be updating for long. my screens gonne be gone i guess.

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