ive just realised ive wasted almost the whole year with less than 2 months remaining for the promos. whole years shit in less than 2 months?
thts like one whole subject for 2 weeks.. MATHS CHEM ECONS PHYSICS ZZZ. guess i cant go out on fridays ler...... SIAN. but i will go justins and quans bdae celebration no matter wad la. i nid tutors ASAP! im really way far behind everyone.. i hate the person whom ive became. im getting really short tempered when talking to my elders cept for my granny! she never fails to call me weekly to find out how i am doing (: but i never fail to disappoint her with my shitty grades. im like all talk no action?
i think the only time she was happy was when i got back my O lvl grades.. ive gotta stop sleeping in tuts and lectures and i gotta do my tuts on time but HOW? when i dunt understand a single shit. i feel damn lethargic no matter wad happens and i do not know why. WHY?
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