i dont understand why i am so suay until cannot suay seriously. its like dunno how long since things have worked well for me, cept that i got into NRA WHOOOOOO!
when i need to study for 2 TEST, 5+5 = 10% my laptop crashed. cool beans. and the more i wash my face, the more pimples come out. and when i wait for the damn bus for so long, i chose another alternative, i will see the bus which i initially wanted to hop on, behind the current bus im on. or perhaps when i keep losing money on soccer bets. its like i lost just by abit only, take for example the freaking italy game. or when my left ankle goes loose now which hurts bad. or when i asked for a bag, my mum wanted to give me lousy and shit type, and worse they are gonna go get him the bag he wants at bukit panjang plaza. because my bro's in hwa chong? and i couldnt get my A lvl cert and go into Uni just like my elder bro? or perhaps when my bro plays the com nothing happens but when i do ONCE IN A WHILE AT HOME CUZ I KEEP PLAYING IN SCHOOL NOW THEY KP. or perhaps when i start to watch a movie? or perhaps when my com crashed they said i played too much? and when my bros laptop spoilt they were so LETS GO REPAIR IT (: or when he dont even need it for studies and i need mine badly. or when my ndp group has no friends in it and perhaps even if have also v far. or perhaps i got dumped by steph. or perhaps i couldnt make it into the soccer team. or perhaps i got wacked because i played mahjong, or perhaps ive got the same allowance as my y.bro even when im in tertiary education or perhaps when i asked for more in sec they didnt want me to spend, and perhaps they gave my bro more cuz he can save, or perhaps cuz he had the extra money to save and i dont have, or perhaps i need clothes slippers and stuff but i dont have, or perhaps i cant join the cca i want cuz my dad keep kp, or perhaps i need to go home early like a dog, or perhaps my parents wanna control me, like getting my timetable, or perhaps they need to know everything i do, or perhaps everything i do needs to link with school work, or perhaps my dad always vent his anger on me, or my computer, or my laptop. or maybe because i spend too much or so they claim. perhaps they only give me daily allowance and when they forget to give me i have no money. or perhaps say that its either studies or work cannot both. thats why perhaps i have no savings at all. or even if i do, when i need to go out on weekends i get nothing. perhaps nothing i do pleases them so perhaps i need to please them like my bros do. perhaps i need to stay at home to study 24/7. or perhaps out of so many fucking laptops only mine have problem. out of so many touch pads mine have probs as well, or out of so many laptops only mine keep disconnecting. perhaps my flu has been with me for almost a year coming on and off without really healing, or perhaps i cant grow taller anymore or broader, or perhaps i cant do stuff like my friends. like going out for supper, perhaps staying over, perhaps staying out late, perhaps x10000 other things. perhaps when something bad happens, 1st thing its me not other ppl like my y.bro whos always so innocent to them, perhaps i have nothing against my bros cept for my parents. perhaps nothing else matters cept for good stuff to happen now.
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