ponned IS to watch ironman, definitely worthed it.
so disappointing, played like shit, didnt get the ball much, there goes my dream. *poof* shattered, gone. everything. i've done nothing in 18 years of my life to be proud of. my parents will be like, wtf soccer cannot, studies cannot. next time how? to make things worse, there were shitty players who went in just cause they got involved in the game blabla, the coach werent even looking at the game properly. though i sucked today and actually almost every game. but its just so disappointing, pales in comparison from last week. noobs like me will find it hard to impress other soccer players. even if you'd fucking run to death, its just no use. you have to play and get involved, SCORE GOALS. do impressive stuff which i cant do. i cant score cant tackle cant run cant do shit. its like i just cant do things right. i just hope that tmr will all go well for our team. cuz like 8 of our team players cant make it. i just hope that nothing will go wrong. tmr's game is damn important for insignifant players like me. losing is just too common and we shall hope for a win tmr. well some may think its just a friendly so anyhowplayattitude. but its fucking important. i need to find a place where i feel comfortable and confident at.
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