how can anyone be so stupid to the extent of taking 18 years to be enlightened?
finally it dawned upon me seriously. i need to set my priorities right NOW. more for my family and MY interest. MY studies and MY life.
1. personal benefits
2. personal gains
3. personal (anything you can think of)
4. faith in religion
5. family
im doing stupid things throughout my life. as some wise old sage says. fillial piety is the most important instead of loyalty and righteousness.
but i've given up hope. no matter how much i try to be optimistic. new stuff keeps coming. take for example my hoodie. i have no faith in my laptop and i really believe that it will fail me ONE week before the major exams again. i love challenges haha.
i conclude that i do not love myself enough. if i dont love myself how can i love anyone?
Labels: immense stupidity
