erm. monday- went for nra cuz jia jun cant come in thursday. hehe A4 POWER. damn tough seriously. the most tiring session ive had so far. not tough how to train right. yes gogo! there were new steps to learn. i still think the move buttock one v mafun zz.
tues- rotted at home the whole day bzzt. supposed to meet xinyi but what the heck. v lazy LOL. at least i finished the sekirei till the latest episode. nb jia jie was sending me some game which was around 200mb then it was gonna end. but i see a little ant crawling around my laptop so i pushed the laptop top down and it auto standby-ied. ZZZZZ then msn dc everything stopped wtf. so im here downloading on my own which is damn slow ors.
somehow i really need to learn the ways of this society. the adult world where money and material stuffs are damn important. no such thing as one for all and all for one already. if you think theres such thing is everlasting love and friendship, that you are wrong. so naive. yes i need to step out of this thinking.
love is when i give my all, and regret that i cant give no more. you cant expect returns for selfish gains. somehow previously i do want to give more and regret that i didnt give more. that was why it didnt work i guess. so no matter how much u give, $$ still most important bahs.
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