initially, wanted to post happy stuffs. seriously made my day. but somehow it was spoilt again. as usual i guess. its such a dog eat dog world that even the closest people whom you see everyday can stab you blatantly in the back, and me being stupid as usual. believed his nonsense and thought he was just innocently stupid. so wrong.behind that innocent look is a scheming lil bastard underneath. ive been put down for so many years and he still hasnt got sick of it.its alright being the shittiest son amongst the 3. what can i do, just curse everyday lorh. at least if we stick tgt it aint bad. but well. haha wrong. its reality. the world. one thing i hate the most, is my privacy being invaded. even if the person if freaking close to me. selfish ppl, aplenty. all for their own interests. fighting to climb to the top of the fucking never ending ladder which makes even powerful ppl crave for more power. that is why u see in those movies and in history. eventually they fall from being too high. bastards. how long more do i have to lead such a pathetic life.
im not handsome nor am i capable. no wonder whenever i do something which i think i have to and offend ppl. it leads to them finding me an irritant. all ive done was mistakes. wrongs. im not meant for the big stage. always screwing up in the end. i will never get spotted. nor will i make it big. its just the below average ong. somehow i think the amazing ozy is too mighty a name for me. amazing in the negative way bah.
needing to satisfy my family, entertain my friends, prove my worth in anything i do which all seems to be a one big fail. no wonder they call me dropout yea. droppie. the fucking retard who cant do shit.
sorry fred. happy birthday!
rome you do not know how fucking lucky you are. being ignored is something you wouldnt want. it sucks to the core seriously and you will feel like killing yourself.Labels: dog eat dog
