nra camp- one word to summarise it. good.
check the nra ppl's blog for what happened in it (:

one word. exhaustion.
friday, went to geylang. no its not what you think it is.
its for CIP. briefing for the funfair and stuff on saturday. had to wash some cars for training. cuz i would be washing cars on the actual day.

sat- its not much of a surprise how an insignificant dude can really make the most out of the day.
just like not winning the tournament.
washed cars again and headed over to watch the suntec dance comp.

had to go over to alfones house to surprise him. argued with my mum. i shant elaborate bout my dad. its been wrong since the start. mums just worried bout me. its just the same. i worry my close ones without considering their feelings just for myself. to entertain my friends. somehow somewhere perhaps, i should cut off some commitments and contribute to my family and studies. no point doing stuff no one gives a hoot about right? esp my granny who calls to check on me, its always bothering news she hears. not like WHOAAA. my dear grandson is doing well in studies, or in other areas of his life. its always, study hard okay? dont argue with your parents okay? its always in my mouth on how much i really love my granny and my parents. but wheres the action? i dont want my granny to see me continuing like this everyday, i feel really exhausted everyday. haha well its such a long post so i doubt anyone reads it. since no one really bothers coming here anyway.


somehow i feel like a speck of dirt. blown around unnoticeably and insignificantly. perhaps i shouldnt even be here. im at the wrong place. it just doesnt suit me. even in the midst i feel so insignificant alr. what more can i ask from the outside?