sian, i feel so much like a loser, yi wen bu zhi, when i compare myself with my friends.
they are like so funny, good in something.
its like they are unique, i feel like nothing with them. even now. i feel distant.
its always me trying to talk to them. like i need them more x23405498574 times than they need me. yea true, i gave much thought about it, its like i cant give anything to them.
